Just a tear away
So yeah i start college next week. It'll go either crap and i'll give up, or it'll go great and i'll be thankful to get away from home. Im really hoping for the latter.
So life? It's shit, i mean i'm so bored, playing with traffic looks like a great passtime.
Should i start looking at other people? I dont think i can, even if i wanted to. We still seem connected, it's not a bad thing just something i'm going to have to get over. It's hard being stuck in limbo and not knowing either way, i'm sure soon enough it'll be sorted out and we'll know how to feel. But for now my eyes remain closed, they always have been i guess, i'm willing to blind myself just a little longer.
Loneliness, it's a friend of mine, the one i can trust.
Well i've managed to scam more time on the internet, so yeah it hasn't been cut off just yet. Wonder how much longer i can keep it up. Hope i get a job any day now, this is annoying me majorly.
Might go out tomorrow, try get some money from somewhere and i have some drinks. Depends how i feel.
It's not very nice to be forgotten...
~Let's watch the bats play under the full moon, if only for a while~
So life? It's shit, i mean i'm so bored, playing with traffic looks like a great passtime.
Should i start looking at other people? I dont think i can, even if i wanted to. We still seem connected, it's not a bad thing just something i'm going to have to get over. It's hard being stuck in limbo and not knowing either way, i'm sure soon enough it'll be sorted out and we'll know how to feel. But for now my eyes remain closed, they always have been i guess, i'm willing to blind myself just a little longer.
Loneliness, it's a friend of mine, the one i can trust.
Well i've managed to scam more time on the internet, so yeah it hasn't been cut off just yet. Wonder how much longer i can keep it up. Hope i get a job any day now, this is annoying me majorly.
Might go out tomorrow, try get some money from somewhere and i have some drinks. Depends how i feel.
It's not very nice to be forgotten...
~Let's watch the bats play under the full moon, if only for a while~