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Ugh, my belly hurts. Too much lentils and blueberries.
Anyway, life is pretty fun right now. Being done with college is awesome. I'm getting enough sleep. I have time to read for pleasure and cook meals from scratch. I work with a bunch of nice women. I can still sneak into the AU gym with Laura's ID. I like having Laura and Timmy around. Three people from NEPA in one house, hah. I'm paying off my federal loans already, and perhaps most importantly, I no longer feel so guilt-ridden about going out and having fun because there's no deadline I have to be concerned about making.
I thought that I would have some sort of crisis when I graduated college, much like I did after high school graduation. I invest so much in my school work that when I finish it, I expect to feel completely lost and purposeless. It's so different this time around though, which is not to say I have a profound sense of purpose, but just that the only thing I should be doing is sitting back and seeing what still motivates me when it's not in the context of "general university requirement." You can't hurry, genius.
Anyway, life is pretty fun right now. Being done with college is awesome. I'm getting enough sleep. I have time to read for pleasure and cook meals from scratch. I work with a bunch of nice women. I can still sneak into the AU gym with Laura's ID. I like having Laura and Timmy around. Three people from NEPA in one house, hah. I'm paying off my federal loans already, and perhaps most importantly, I no longer feel so guilt-ridden about going out and having fun because there's no deadline I have to be concerned about making.
I thought that I would have some sort of crisis when I graduated college, much like I did after high school graduation. I invest so much in my school work that when I finish it, I expect to feel completely lost and purposeless. It's so different this time around though, which is not to say I have a profound sense of purpose, but just that the only thing I should be doing is sitting back and seeing what still motivates me when it's not in the context of "general university requirement." You can't hurry, genius.