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i feel like i swallowed two huge rocks, but they got stuck going down my throat, and now i am forever cursed to walk this earth with huge rocks bulging out of the sides of my neck. god damned tonselitis. and because of this, i have missed 3 days of work, equaling out to about 240 dollars down the motha fuckin drain all because my body decided i needed to drop dead in the middle of the week.
my life is so lame. last night, i just sat around watching freaks and geeks with amanda and jc until jc left and amanda left shortly after to go out with Marky Mark. uhg. i dont get him. hes so....plain. i mean, hes a nice guy for sure, never said a rude thing to me. he just.....is so unappealing. so blank. i mean, not saying that i have this great personality myself, but id like to think that i have some quality, somewhere that makes people want to be friends with me. oh wait. i dont have any friends. hmm. i mean. i have friends, but they're all brads friends. or people that i met thru brad so its not the same. and yeah theres alaina and the people from allen, but i dont really feel like they want to be my friends anymore. we never hang out unless i go over there, no one ever takes the effort to come chill with me. its always me driving the chillin. you know? hmm i kind of got off subject, i meant to say up there somewhere that mark is the kind of person you could buy at a grocery store. yes, i know that doesnt make complete sense because you cant buy people, much less at a grocery store, but if you think about it in the fact that hes completly genereic, then youll understand and agree...or understand and think im an idiot for making such a lame metaphor. is that even a metaphor?
my life is so lame. last night, i just sat around watching freaks and geeks with amanda and jc until jc left and amanda left shortly after to go out with Marky Mark. uhg. i dont get him. hes so....plain. i mean, hes a nice guy for sure, never said a rude thing to me. he just.....is so unappealing. so blank. i mean, not saying that i have this great personality myself, but id like to think that i have some quality, somewhere that makes people want to be friends with me. oh wait. i dont have any friends. hmm. i mean. i have friends, but they're all brads friends. or people that i met thru brad so its not the same. and yeah theres alaina and the people from allen, but i dont really feel like they want to be my friends anymore. we never hang out unless i go over there, no one ever takes the effort to come chill with me. its always me driving the chillin. you know? hmm i kind of got off subject, i meant to say up there somewhere that mark is the kind of person you could buy at a grocery store. yes, i know that doesnt make complete sense because you cant buy people, much less at a grocery store, but if you think about it in the fact that hes completly genereic, then youll understand and agree...or understand and think im an idiot for making such a lame metaphor. is that even a metaphor?