May 20, 2006 22:43
Graduation was last night... it was funny... a guy went streaking across the football field... well he was wearing a diaper and that was all... it took 4 coaches and a cop to take him down... and after that Kirby stayed the night... we rented 4 movies... stayed up till like 2 watching them and went striate to bed... Today I got my hair cut... and I have been helping clean my grandmothers house out... and this is our "break" I have not ate all day and I get to now... and I am so happy... I also saw someone mow the lawn... with a limp... it was kind of funny... I felt bad... but then I remembered all though's times he has been mean to me... I felt better... lol I played soccer earlier with my cousins and little sister... lets just say... we switched up like 3 times... and I pwned all three games! OH! and I got to ride on the trailer from my grandmas house to my house... because I had to hold things down.. lol
Kathy... wow you graduated last night.. and you are actually gone... I mean I know I will see you some next year... but we won't have anymore Wednesday night adventures... or GNO.. or any of that stuff.. I am going to miss you like crazy... you will be the one I miss the most... seriously... you were all ways there when I needed someone to talk to... you understood me.. everything I was saying.. everything I was trying to explain.. we have not been "Best" friends... but I do consider you one of my best friends... and nothing will ever change that... I can trust you with my life.. I love you
Britt... we have had our adventures too... most.. wait no all include your driving.. lol... I have had a great school year!.. and the summer!... all though's times we had to go to "wal mart"... coach U's house... D-now... nights at your house when we packed like 6 to 8 people in Keith's room to watch a move and when everyone fell asleep and no one even watched the movie... nights at Amanda's house... and yes... bonanza... the cheeseburger incident... (she is never going to live that down)... I love you..
Casie... band was fun... in the stands at football games... sectionals.... "do dit dit dit dit do dit"... the dancing and the singing... the trumpets had the best act in summer band by far!... just because we are the best!.. Case almost getting me killed by that truck in the little drill down thing.. flushing your phone down the toilet... me and Kathy trying to call it... new years eve party!... Charlie getting beat by your sister at DDR... fire works not working.. freezing out side while trying to get fire works to work (wonder why they are called fire WORKS)... me taking off with your keys... the bonfire... I love you...
Lunch Group... thank you all for sneaking me out just about everyday for lunch!... we have had some fun times... the semi on the wrong side of the road coming from Wendy... racing from big johns back to the school.... Oreo milk shakes... "quick hide its Robinson!"... Chicken parmesan sub and Veno's... eating off everyone's plate at Chinatown... MRM... mine and Meg's "things to do while megs parents are out of town" list... I am going to miss you guys a lot!...
I can't even believe all my friends will be gone in the course of like 2 months... and next year is my last year of high school... and then college... then what?... what am I supposed to do?.. I can't help but feel this overwhelming feeling!... and I will be the first to admit... I am scared!... I am scared to death... all the people I grew up with.. learned to love, admire, respect... and tolerate... will be gone!.. I will be staying and meeting with people I have never met before in my life and I am not the best person to judge.. and I have been called to be a missionary... what if I don't have the courage to stand up for Jesus when I am faced with the decision to live and say he is not God... or to die and say he is lord of lords... king of kings... creator and taker of life... alpha and omega... beginning and the end... what if I get scared and don't even go where God wants me to? what if I make the wrong decision?... what if I don't find that guy God has for me?... what am I supposed to do when I do find him?... how will I know?... ugh!.... I just don't understand life... I don't like not knowing what to do... ugh...