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there is something unhappy about the entire day. failing heartbeats.
i will admit it. i am tired. i need to slow down. slow. down.
i have spent the entire week smoking and drinking and taking too many polariods. there arent enough white spaces on my walls for more photographs. i glued more flowers in my wall, less and less space for everything. i feel everything closing in & this is such an uncomfortable feeling, like i suddenly swallowed something cold and too fast.
i just need to sleep. it rains endlessly & the weather is so nice. i just want to sleep for years. let eveything soak up the atmosphere, let everything soak up in me. i just need to slow down.
i will admit it. i am tired. i need to slow down. slow. down.
i have spent the entire week smoking and drinking and taking too many polariods. there arent enough white spaces on my walls for more photographs. i glued more flowers in my wall, less and less space for everything. i feel everything closing in & this is such an uncomfortable feeling, like i suddenly swallowed something cold and too fast.
i just need to sleep. it rains endlessly & the weather is so nice. i just want to sleep for years. let eveything soak up the atmosphere, let everything soak up in me. i just need to slow down.