connecting hearts

[milkpetal]

i. i really love my family. i look at my older brother & younger sister and this warm honey like sensation bubbles in my belly cos they're growing into such wonderful loving people. it makes me so proud and happy. i walked into the living room the other afternoon while my mom was napping on the couch, she had the sweetest serene, content look on her face. she's always fighting her own demons inside and i just pray,pray that she'll find that same contentment look on her face some day. i have so much resentment built up since childhood, but i know she did her best. it was something always out of our hands, we should had been more accepting. i rubbed my dad's hands down with lotion the other day, they were so dry and rough. i just stared at his hands and realised how much i appreicated everything. he has built so much for us. how much he tried to make everything so comfortable for me, for us. i want them to be eternal. sometimes i cry so much when i speak of these things cos it's just so close to my heart, i rarely let it out.

ii. to my loving friends: i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart.

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