still living in TC. right now sleeping on the couch at my best friend autumn's apartment. she lives with her sister shannon and brother in law mike
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oh jeremie :)tairadactylOctober 23 2012, 23:45:00 UTC
ha you may or may not ever read this but i was thinking about you tonight after reading my diary that i kept in highschool. :P Isn't strange that we're 25 now? bleh. I wish i would have told you i liked you in high school. I wonder what it would have led to, naybe nothing. Don't get me wrong i love my hubby and my children, i'm just going down the what if's lane of life i guess. I saved the notes you use to write me in class or that one time when you were high lol. How are you? Health wise, emotionally, everything? I wish we had remained friends. You were so cool and i really liked you. :) Gasp i saw steven at the store the other day. so strange. So strange probably for him to see me carting around a two year old and a baby lol. Gosh i never thought in a million years in high school that i would ever be a mom. I never thought i'd make it past 18 with being suicidal and depressed all the time. I didn't know i'd find love :) Love is hard though, marriage is hard but i love it all the same. Do you think you'll ever get married? You wouldn't guess it but i thought i was in love with you at one point in high school. strange huh? I'm not a cutter anymore, especially since i have kids, but i still want to when i'm stressed. I think that will always be with me. Is it silly to wish that i was still an emo kid? Lol i know, totally imature but i loved it. What have you been up to? I think i'm going to turn around and be thirty. I don't want to be thirty. I want to feel like i've done something with my life before then. well if you ever read this just know i'm saying hi. :) I bet you're still your awesome self. :) n_n
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