May 16, 2005 16:37
okay so the basics of whats been happening...
me and Dylan broke up a day before our 6 month...as most of u already know seeing as how its been a little over two weeks now....And yeh i miss him. i know before i wasnt quite sure on how much i felt for him but i knew it was alot....well yeh i love him and i know it,maybe not in love but i do love him.i mean seriously i care for that kid so much its like dang...and i just got even more sad cuz i jsut read all my entries from when i met him until well now..and i realize that my lives only gotten better since ive been with him,ive been happier than i have been in a really long time.
Well what can i say it sucks, there hasnt been a day thats gone by that i havent thought about him since.i hate that now i dont know what to do with really anything anymore.
i dont have him there to just be with and rely on him always being there for me when i wanna talk.its like im scared of what he thinks now..and before it was all good we could just talk to eachother about anything.but i dont know...theres only a week left of school and i have the whole summer to figure this all out...right?
i guess well see and let it handle itself.
in the mean time,i hate missing him.
-Zoë