cleaning...

[milkduhd]

you know all the old papers and notes and cards and crap that you have in your room, the things that make your room happy and full of memories?

and when you clean it you just have to keep some of the notes and cards and crap, because of the memories and sentimental value.
its even hard to get rid of when the sentimental value isn't there anymore.

its hard to give up the memories.
a lot of good memories, at the bottom of a trash pit.

but you know it needs to be done.
things need to be thrown out and forgotten.

its hard. really hard.

when does it all end?
when do the tears go away?

i need to get out of here.