what to say.

Apr 20, 2006 19:46

im not feelings as insightful as KO right now. he always seems to be able to write entries with thoughtful things and advice. and i know i have so much of that in me, but i just want to be like "here's some ways to improve your life:" not like thats what hes doing, hes the kinda person who can just get away with writing things like that cause that's who he is.

me, i seem to just complain on this journal.

i dont think thats very good, but isnt that what the first diary type thing was meant for? to let your feelings out and help yourself feel better? i do believe it was. (but you could argue the first JOURNAL was to keep up to date notes about...whatever happened to you that day)

am i pushing it here? this journal isnt what it used to be, with all my thoughts and feelings, but i might just be sick of sharing them with the world.
am i really gunna continually question the use of this journal in every journal entry? seems pretty redundant.

i could always give you the big interesting updates in my life, but unless youre liz or ashley, you see me pretty often and know whats going on. so why restate it? for two people? id lvoe to say it, but id feel i was wasting my time and yours, when there's so many other different insightful things i could be writing about. so many other things i could be thinking about, and better things i could be doing with my time right now...

...like my homework. which im gunna go do. once i inform you that im deeply upset that i will be working on the night of alex fast's one-man-show "YOU TALK TOO FAST" which i REALLY wanted to see.

boo hiss. here i am again, complaining. sheesh.
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