At this point, there is absolutely no use to posting in this besides keeping track of my thoughts and preserving them - in a way much better than writing it down in a word document or something. My computer likes to eat them.
Just finished reading over some of my old entries. I think I've changed a bit - for one, I would like to think that I'm not as clueless anymore. I don't see my being clueless as a bad thing though, unlike a lot of people I actually enjoy seeing how I used to be. I am not ashamed whatsoever. I was encouraged reading over my former thoughts.
Things are different now. College is over, I am graduated and have been in the working world for almost two fucking years now. How crazy is that? I'm not a huge fan, but my job is not bad. I have settled down a great deal as well, but I still like to think I get out a fair amount. There are no more crazy parties, there are no more huge new adventures and so on. I am still retardedly easy going. I still give everyone more than just second chances, I still have faith in others. Hopefully that won't break anytime soon. I am still the shoulder to cry on in a lot of cases. I have a few more tattoos, and more facial hair now... and more financial woes.
I enjoy longboarding with Josh, I enjoy my lunches with Katherine, going out with Laurel, talking to my brother, practicing my music, playing WoW with the guys, and above all being there with Meredith. I have been dating her for two years now. Crazy huh? The way it goes. My social circle is much smaller than it used to be, but I do not mind. I still talk to Elsen at least once a week (he moved to columbia), Will lives with me now, and Brandon has fallen off the face of the planet sadly.
I still work for Tekgraf, I do not know for how much longer. They love me because I again am easy going, and do not mind going the extra mile. In fact I just got promoted. I just need more structure, and a job that doesn't expect me to lay down everything at their beck and call. We shall see how it goes.
I am the bassist for the band Seven Year Night. It is one of the best things that has happened to me, not only because the music rocks, but because the people are kind and it gets me out of the fuckin apartment!
http://www.sevenyearnight.com if you are curious.
I don't know what else to write. I might start updating this again for my own later amusement.