May 26, 2005 00:15
"How do you wait forever, and who has that much time, and how do you keep your feet on the ground, when you know, you were born to fly..."
I cant believe drum and bugle corps is the next big event in my life, i cant believe im leaving for a whole summer and more, and i really cant believe my moms letting me! i am so scared, not only cuz of the crowds, the heat, the wind, the pressure, the in-human instructers, the port-o-potties, the crappy meals, the looong bus rides, the hard floors, the freezing cold showers, but im scared of sucking, not in the wrong way but flanagan is known for their world-class colorguard, AND IM NOT GONNA BE THE ONE TO FUCK THAT UP!!
im not only scared of leaving, but coming home as well...civilization might freak me out...not to mention a whole 'nother season of MARCHING BAND!!AHHH! CAPTAIN! AHHHH!...
i miss the seniors already!! and one i was gonna miss the most, is actually gonna be here till december!!yay... and i know the guard seniors wont be able to stay away (; love you guys!
alrighty well im going to enjoy my free time while i still have it...move-in is june 10...orlando show (citrus bowl)june 25th at 7pm...be there or be square!!...and i hope my daddy comes to see me sometime when im close...but im not sure if he'd want to....
i love you still, Emily Kay
umm...my prom might be asian???