i must believe i can do anything

Jan 17, 2007 16:24

Well, design class today was dumb. (When isn't it, really?) I really miss my 131 class (drawing), I miss Melissa and Ben and Gillian~
We had a critique day with another 102 class that meets at the same time. It was soooo boring, three hours of talking about the damn collage things! The only thing that kept me awake was the freeeezing cold in the Armory. We didn't even have to turn them in, it was dumb.

Sometimes I think that it won't be so bad if I don't get into the graphic design program. I mean, I look at the design teachers I have right now and I just feel like... blah, they are completely lame and full of shit. I don't want to be like them at all. Well, the people I'm talking about are all architecture people, so at least I'm not going into that. Who knows?

Gaaaaaah
Why do I live in this lame floor? My dorm mates are so lame, really they are. None of them are fun, I haven't found a single one that is even potentially cool. Gail is awesome though, I do love her. But the rest of the people here are so -lame-. I'm making myself an honorary Elwood member, 'cause Carpenter is full of lame girls (except for ROOM 1472! Haha~). But in Elwood people are crazy and play loud music and nobody cares and they always keep their doors open and they all ask each other out for dinner, it's really... social, I guess. I'm not a social person, but I can appreciate something like that and see how it would be nice. But here, Gail and I don't like talk to anyone on this floor and they don't know us, etc. The girl next door just came over and asked me to turn down my music because she can hear it through the wall. It's barely four P.M., quiet hours are like... at nine, or something. But maybe she just doesn't like Jamiroquai, who knows? In any case, I didn't fight her or anything, I turned it down. It was just a lame moment, it made me make this face
I can understand people's music being annoying, of all the girls on this fucking floor with NO MUSICAL TASTE, I can understand people being annoyed by loud music. Trust me.

Sometimes I think I'm a teensy bit of a music elitist. Only a teensy bit, right?
I need to stop thinking that what I listen to is top cool (even though it is~). I really kind of judge people too much for what they listen to, I think. If someone likes a band that I like, they shoot up in the hierarchy of coolness. But c'mon... what I listen to is awesome, haha.
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