as much as i do love you,

Oct 15, 2008 22:55

i'm not gonna open the nearest book or play the nearest song.

i'm home.

i've been a mega-bitch of late. which some of you (i'm sure) don't exactly find out of my usual character. let's hope the ending is better.

i'm bartending now at a little neighborhood bar called Le Bon Temp Roule. which is pretty fucking superb. unfortunately, i'm also working at my old job but looking for a second bartending job so i can quit working at the club.

i'm sorry i haven't called you. but, believe me, i haven't called anyone else either. (read as: my mom had to call matt to find out where the hell i was and why i hadn't called her.) i haven't felt up to talking or really up to doing anything at all. combinations of culture shock in the extreme, being super tired from working too much, hangovers cured by drinking, and some drama have kept me emotionally and physically overdone. i'll get around to calling you. i promise. and i want to call you. but shit's tough at the moment.

south america was glorious. in fact, my only regret is that i came home. if you wanna hear stories, ask me about them in person next time we hang out. i'll tell you great and sad things all at once.
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