Nov 22, 2004 18:02
My hair is all messy and my face is pale from lack of makeup. If it hadn't been for you I wouldn't look like this. You are the only one that thinks that I look pretty even though the dark circles under my eyes are so visible that you could see them from a mile away. You are the only one who somehow can see into my soul and not find anything to pick out.
I ran outside because I heard your truck, even though I thought you were gone. I wanted to remind you to call and to tell you that I wanted you to come over for breakfast and cartoons. A classic way to spend time together. I think that I almost tripped and broke a leg trying to get to you. I couldn't get to you fast enough. I saw your face and I almost tripped on my own two feet. Hugging you so tight was the best feeling. I love you and for some reason I don't understand why we have never fought yet. I don't want to. It's not like I'm looking forward to it,I'm just curious that's all.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to fall in love with someone and not know anything else? I have and finally I know what it's like to love and be loved. I have painted over the bad experiences with excuses but this time I don't need an excuse. You are my excuse. My excuse for living. I love you.