Wow what a time
Well I've been talking to micheal a lot. I love talking tohim. He got really pissed off on Saturday cuz Kyle came over and we got in a huge fight. He felt so helpless and alone. He hated that feeling as he watch through my web cam the fight. And I broke down crying and he saw that and wished he was at my house. The next morning it was all about Alexis. Since I have to wake up at 6:30 am to take my pill he started my routine. He's also going through a job placement thing for the culinary art. He loves cooking. I think its cool so when I move in for school I don't have to worry about what I'm gonna be eating. Well I just looked at how much my collage is gonna be Its $28,550. I can subtract my $500 scholarship I have. I'm also applying for a 3,000 dollar scholarship. I hope I win. Well anyways, I'm on the verge to break up with kyle. He's starting to get controling and very weird. He's pushing me away and its not my fault and I don't really care. I'm happier and anyways me and micheal will be living together so I will be getting back with him. And I like how close we are getting. Its fun to spend time with him cuz I love to talk to him and see him. I dunno sounds crazy but I really enjoy him being there even tho we fight. But really what ppl don't fight. If you don't fight or argue then the relationship is boring and I like a lil flavor in a relationship. He's so happy I got my new computer. Its ok. I got pissed at it a lot. Kyle came over and was like how do you kno so much I can't even do that. Well heres your answer I'm not redneck I am not old fashion and I could careless about all that stuff. I'm trying to figure out how to break it off. I think over the phone because one I don't want him to drive. 2 I don't wanna be stuck at his house if I did it there. 3 I don't want anything at my house broken (just in case I dunno how he will react). So really the phone is better. WEll I love micheal and I miss he so much. And I can't wait just a lil over 10 months till I'm with him. I'm so happy and I can't wait. Just one problem I gotta get accepted to UTSC. Well I gotta run byes.