Jul 29, 2006 14:25
This is my lifes theme song I decided (well, for now atleast...)
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along...
Now here's what I recently sent to someone just because I can.
You mean heaps to me.
Sometimes I just lay in bed wondering if people actually know how much I care about them, how much they mean to me...
So i'll tell you because I don't think you do.
I look at you and I see hope and future.
I look at myself and I see someone who is just looking for acceptance.
Looking for love.
Not meaning i'm just going to go out with people to feel loved etc.
Not like that, I mean like, I kind of look for someone to accept me and to love me for who I am - deep down inside...
(I'm not going to lie about how I feel)
So all I try and do is be me.
Be the person who I was made to be and try and do things I am called to do...
You are someone super special to me.
You encourage me to do better and you have faith that I can and will.
You accept me for who I am and when I feel like crap you come along and pick me up and show me that it's ok.
You make me laugh.
You make me smile.
You make me feel wanted.
You make me feel loved.
You make me be me.
Around you I feel I can truely be me.
Around you I can tell you anything.
And have peace in knowing that if I asked you not to say anything to anyone that you won't.
Around you I know that I can and will have fun.
Random insertion -- I live each day with this in mind - "Each time I intentionally hurt someone or don't think about my actions that I do - in return hurting someone I hurt God just as much"
That is why I feel so stink when I make people sad or let people down...
It's gay.
A book that I have been readign lately states this: A woman just wants to love and to be loved in return...
Just like the movie quote out of Moulin Rouge: "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
You mean so much to me I can't even write it all down.
I can probably never explain it fully and properly enough.
Being with you makes me feel safe and at peace.
Haha, even if theres 10 scary black helicopters around...
You truely mean the world to me and if I ever do anything to hurt you deeply or to loose you I know that I will be heartbroken.
So, don't forget this email.
You mean so much to me.
You make me feel special with you just being around me.
Thank you for accepting me.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for making me be me.
You are a light in my life and I pray each day that it never goes away.