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she only sleeps when it's raining
and she screams and her voice is straining
she says, "baby
it's 3 am I must be lonely..."
- [mb20]
here i am again, wide awake past 3am and falling into familiar patterns. rolling over into blankets and pillows that smell of your particular fabric softener scent mixed with that tiny bit of boy product, the one that i breathe in deeply whenever i am close to you and long to bury my face into your chest searching for. i've never just laid like that before, your arms pull me close with such purpose that it's hard to ignore and they wrap around me so perfectly and i could fall asleep listening to your breathing easier than any other sound. the way you wrap locks of my hair around your index finger only to give them a soft tug and smile at me mischievously before grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers... it simply kills me... my heart feels as if it might burst.
my words for once escape me and all i know how to say is something about this seems real. something about you and i just clicks the way nothing else ever has and i want you to feel the way i feel when we spend our lazy weekends in bed together. i want you to run your thumb over my bottom lip like you did that first night and whisper dirty words to me under the covers. i want you & i.
and she screams and her voice is straining
she says, "baby
it's 3 am I must be lonely..."
- [mb20]
here i am again, wide awake past 3am and falling into familiar patterns. rolling over into blankets and pillows that smell of your particular fabric softener scent mixed with that tiny bit of boy product, the one that i breathe in deeply whenever i am close to you and long to bury my face into your chest searching for. i've never just laid like that before, your arms pull me close with such purpose that it's hard to ignore and they wrap around me so perfectly and i could fall asleep listening to your breathing easier than any other sound. the way you wrap locks of my hair around your index finger only to give them a soft tug and smile at me mischievously before grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers... it simply kills me... my heart feels as if it might burst.
my words for once escape me and all i know how to say is something about this seems real. something about you and i just clicks the way nothing else ever has and i want you to feel the way i feel when we spend our lazy weekends in bed together. i want you to run your thumb over my bottom lip like you did that first night and whisper dirty words to me under the covers. i want you & i.