A mini Rant (?)
... I find that it hurts me more when you lie (or withold information) to me to "protect" me than when you just TELL ME ALREADY...
The Cryptic "I'm takin' care of business" makes me worry more than if you just say what you are doing at freakin 12,1,2,3 AM...
So I worry, and I stay up, because you SAY you are coming over... but it never happens and I begin to worry more...
And when the phone rings and you FINALLY tell me that you went to BK because your "Psycho Ex" is going to the Marines and she needed "Closure,"
I just get annoyed.
Because here you were, had me thinkin it was something serious! :-P
It COULD just be me... *Shrug*
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Sooo hmmm... I FINALLY got my comp to stop being so freakin evil and kinda sorta work. Thus, I will be back to the daily post/comment relationship with LJ,Xanga,Myspace,and The Facebook. :-P
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Well, I found it very amusing that Oneil thinks that I have the makings of being a REALLY good pimp, but that I am too nice to do so. Lmfao. He states that I am more than good enough lookin of a chick to have guys drooling all over me... but that even though the offer to do/give mad shit to me, I do not take advantage of them. Now, I may take that as either a compliment or I dunno.
Strange happening from mon: waiting for the bus (yeah, my car broke down... :-\)on the way back from the mechanic, this kinda older guy drives past and is smiling and waving at me. Now, I'm like... uhhhh... do I know you or do you know me and yeah. lol. He drives past, but u turns and u turns again to talk to me, all because he "HAD to know me." lmfao. he offered me a ride... I accepted because hey, that's an extra $2 in bus fares I get to keep in my pocket. :-P And besides... I fear not this scrawny older man! I AM JET LI LI!! ROAR!! lol
Long car ride short... he offers to take me out to see plays and buy me stuff and he gives me a copy of his love poem book...and I was creeped out by the sugar-daddy vibe. lol.
I feel like I have everything I could ever want right in front of me... but that for some reason, it will never be like that. And the 4 other guys (Excluding Mr. Creepy Poem man with a funny name...) that want to buy me an Ipod, shower me with clothes, have me lookin like the rare beauty that I am, and freakin give me the best sex I have ever had... well... they still aren't him and it saddens me that all the sudden, after wanting SO LONG to be looked at with admiration and what not... well... I am not really interested in anyone else anymore.
Depressing huh?
The Cryptic "I'm takin' care of business" makes me worry more than if you just say what you are doing at freakin 12,1,2,3 AM...
So I worry, and I stay up, because you SAY you are coming over... but it never happens and I begin to worry more...
And when the phone rings and you FINALLY tell me that you went to BK because your "Psycho Ex" is going to the Marines and she needed "Closure,"
I just get annoyed.
Because here you were, had me thinkin it was something serious! :-P
It COULD just be me... *Shrug*
*************************************************************************
Sooo hmmm... I FINALLY got my comp to stop being so freakin evil and kinda sorta work. Thus, I will be back to the daily post/comment relationship with LJ,Xanga,Myspace,and The Facebook. :-P
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Well, I found it very amusing that Oneil thinks that I have the makings of being a REALLY good pimp, but that I am too nice to do so. Lmfao. He states that I am more than good enough lookin of a chick to have guys drooling all over me... but that even though the offer to do/give mad shit to me, I do not take advantage of them. Now, I may take that as either a compliment or I dunno.
Strange happening from mon: waiting for the bus (yeah, my car broke down... :-\)on the way back from the mechanic, this kinda older guy drives past and is smiling and waving at me. Now, I'm like... uhhhh... do I know you or do you know me and yeah. lol. He drives past, but u turns and u turns again to talk to me, all because he "HAD to know me." lmfao. he offered me a ride... I accepted because hey, that's an extra $2 in bus fares I get to keep in my pocket. :-P And besides... I fear not this scrawny older man! I AM JET LI LI!! ROAR!! lol
Long car ride short... he offers to take me out to see plays and buy me stuff and he gives me a copy of his love poem book...and I was creeped out by the sugar-daddy vibe. lol.
I feel like I have everything I could ever want right in front of me... but that for some reason, it will never be like that. And the 4 other guys (Excluding Mr. Creepy Poem man with a funny name...) that want to buy me an Ipod, shower me with clothes, have me lookin like the rare beauty that I am, and freakin give me the best sex I have ever had... well... they still aren't him and it saddens me that all the sudden, after wanting SO LONG to be looked at with admiration and what not... well... I am not really interested in anyone else anymore.
Depressing huh?