Changes are not my thing
l woke up early today but l didn't go to my french class. l just couldn't leave the bed, l felt anxious and depressed and that wouldn't let my body move. l went back to bed until 11:00 am. l cooked, as always, hang around with my family and went back to sleep. l sleep a lot lately. l'm going to the doctor on thursday for a check up. I was just doing some research about the college my dad wants me to go to. That didn't help my anxiety at all. l feel worse now. This always happens to me, l just can't deal with changes. The exam is this month so l would have to study for the test as soon as possible. l don't think l could make it, l'm pretty insecure about it. l really need to learn how to deal with life, l can't be scared all the time.