i am
i am going to start writing again
i am because i am empty but full and looking for a place to pour all of my self
im confused and lost and terrified and all i want is to learn how to accept beauty. how to live comfortably in my self and do as i wish
i want to do well but i never think i can so i fail my self before i begin and im scared no one wants to be around me
which they dont when i fear that
and all i love is music and movies and words and the air and the colors
and i want to fall in love but i feel like im just falling
i am because i am empty but full and looking for a place to pour all of my self
im confused and lost and terrified and all i want is to learn how to accept beauty. how to live comfortably in my self and do as i wish
i want to do well but i never think i can so i fail my self before i begin and im scared no one wants to be around me
which they dont when i fear that
and all i love is music and movies and words and the air and the colors
and i want to fall in love but i feel like im just falling