Rambling
Everything feels so wierd now.
i hate it i liked things the way they were 6 months ago. and i wish kristina was still here i miss her soo much.
everyone has changed and i hate it..
i hate change a lot.
and people are lazy and it pisses me off yeah im lazy but not all the time i still do things that im supposed to do most of the time.
and the last couple of days i've realized who my actual real friends are. which is lame cause ive realized most of my friends i used to be close with have drifted apart and become backstabbing whores.
or they only seem to care about themselves. but then again i guess my parents where right noone is ever your friend there just aquaintances(sp) but it took me 15 years to realize this. im just slow at things.
andi graduate in 8 montsh to really tell you the truth im scared. cause ive been with the same people for 13 years or most of the same people, and now everyone is going to go off to college and forget about everyone else. and who knows what will happen i may not even go to college. i may say fuck it and not go. .
and i hate how people think they are better then everyone else. ive noticed that about a cople of people the last couple of days too. how they try to challenge people and get pissed off when someone does better then them when they are doing things, and the way people drive pisses me off too o jeez people really need to learn how to drive. but hey what am i saying i dont know how to stop in time. and i have to slam on my breaks. but hey thats me i still stop and i havent rear ended anyone yet so im good.
what else pisses me off uhmmmm...theses idiots in new orleans looting freaking walmarts for tv's where the hell are they going to plug it in there fucking houses are underwater fucking greedy bastards it really pisses me off o and the government how they just sit back and are letting people starve and die on the damn streets nice one i guess leave it up to fucking bush right, spewnding more money in iraq then his own damn country and shit really pisses me off.
ok im done rambling im sorry about boring who ever read this if anyone even did.
but i had to get that off my chest. ive jsut been really pissed and stressed lately.
ok im going to bed
Goodnight
<3 <3
i hate it i liked things the way they were 6 months ago. and i wish kristina was still here i miss her soo much.
everyone has changed and i hate it..
i hate change a lot.
and people are lazy and it pisses me off yeah im lazy but not all the time i still do things that im supposed to do most of the time.
and the last couple of days i've realized who my actual real friends are. which is lame cause ive realized most of my friends i used to be close with have drifted apart and become backstabbing whores.
or they only seem to care about themselves. but then again i guess my parents where right noone is ever your friend there just aquaintances(sp) but it took me 15 years to realize this. im just slow at things.
andi graduate in 8 montsh to really tell you the truth im scared. cause ive been with the same people for 13 years or most of the same people, and now everyone is going to go off to college and forget about everyone else. and who knows what will happen i may not even go to college. i may say fuck it and not go. .
and i hate how people think they are better then everyone else. ive noticed that about a cople of people the last couple of days too. how they try to challenge people and get pissed off when someone does better then them when they are doing things, and the way people drive pisses me off too o jeez people really need to learn how to drive. but hey what am i saying i dont know how to stop in time. and i have to slam on my breaks. but hey thats me i still stop and i havent rear ended anyone yet so im good.
what else pisses me off uhmmmm...theses idiots in new orleans looting freaking walmarts for tv's where the hell are they going to plug it in there fucking houses are underwater fucking greedy bastards it really pisses me off o and the government how they just sit back and are letting people starve and die on the damn streets nice one i guess leave it up to fucking bush right, spewnding more money in iraq then his own damn country and shit really pisses me off.
ok im done rambling im sorry about boring who ever read this if anyone even did.
but i had to get that off my chest. ive jsut been really pissed and stressed lately.
ok im going to bed
Goodnight
<3 <3