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Okay. What's going on? I have NO fucking clue. I feel really lost right now. I don't know what to do really. I feel really shitty, and I also did last night. I'm tired of my face.
I miss CA..and my friends. And family..alot. I'm broke, well my paycheck is going toward gifts for everybody. I'm just...kinda lost.
I don't like the way things are with Eric, but then I do. I really like him, and love hanging out with him. He's really funny, and cute. I don't like myself. I'm tired of my clothes. I'm tired of my face. I need to be a strong independent..but I'm really not. I rely on feeling good at that moment. I rely on plans to make me feel better. Is this weird? I'm not content. I've just ignored this for so long. My head hurts.
What's wrong with me? This has been a really tough term..Bryan broke up with me, I'm spiritually lost...and...I'm just lost. I think I might get dressed and go to the park? Maybe meditate. Read.
I need a sport, a hobby, an instrument. SOMETHING. SOMETHING,SOMETHING.SOMETHING.SOMETHING.SOMETHING.
I need some coffee maybe. People shouldn't fill up my life...I'm going to see a show tonight hopefully. I really don't know what to do.
To maintain a healthy relationship two people need to be strong individuals. I don't really know what to do. I need to clear my head.
I miss CA..and my friends. And family..alot. I'm broke, well my paycheck is going toward gifts for everybody. I'm just...kinda lost.
I don't like the way things are with Eric, but then I do. I really like him, and love hanging out with him. He's really funny, and cute. I don't like myself. I'm tired of my clothes. I'm tired of my face. I need to be a strong independent..but I'm really not. I rely on feeling good at that moment. I rely on plans to make me feel better. Is this weird? I'm not content. I've just ignored this for so long. My head hurts.
What's wrong with me? This has been a really tough term..Bryan broke up with me, I'm spiritually lost...and...I'm just lost. I think I might get dressed and go to the park? Maybe meditate. Read.
I need a sport, a hobby, an instrument. SOMETHING. SOMETHING,SOMETHING.SOMETHING.SOMETHING.SOMETHING.
I need some coffee maybe. People shouldn't fill up my life...I'm going to see a show tonight hopefully. I really don't know what to do.
To maintain a healthy relationship two people need to be strong individuals. I don't really know what to do. I need to clear my head.