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i had a whole lot of writing about me being something to fear, going on about certain things, but i am not going to put it on. im gonna start trying harder to be happy with the small things in life, like art. and the few bigger things i have, like friendships. so i am gonna try to turn my frowm up side down, and be happy, dont worry. oh yea oh yea. i can do it. i am the little engine that could
maybe ill write some stuff up and become a motivational speaker?
lmao. yea right. i will share my art with thte world, and try to spread emotion through it. im gonna get into better shape, maybe go into one of the sports i used to play, if i feel the urge to. maybe good ol football? i dont think i will, i think i am just gonna get better in shape for my own good and happiness. sounds good to me. my dad is coming down for a day soon, and i need to find a way to avoid seeing him. i am not ready to tell him how i feel yet. ive got people i hang out with pccasional. they annoy me, but they are funny too. it just seems like they are never serious. why cant i find some one who knows how to be funny and serious? not at the same time, it wouldnt work. i only know a small amount of people who can do that. two, maybe three. i found a book lying around, my moms, and got bored so i started to read it. Stephen King's Everyting is Eventual. some interesting short stories. i found the one about the scuicidal sales man to be interesting. and the one with the fletcher guy i think. and his intereagation. i need to start reading conversations with god again. hm, im gonna try to get ome sleep, so
OUTS PEOPLE
p.s. anyone know a possible remedy for insomnia like symptoms or insomnia its self?
maybe ill write some stuff up and become a motivational speaker?
lmao. yea right. i will share my art with thte world, and try to spread emotion through it. im gonna get into better shape, maybe go into one of the sports i used to play, if i feel the urge to. maybe good ol football? i dont think i will, i think i am just gonna get better in shape for my own good and happiness. sounds good to me. my dad is coming down for a day soon, and i need to find a way to avoid seeing him. i am not ready to tell him how i feel yet. ive got people i hang out with pccasional. they annoy me, but they are funny too. it just seems like they are never serious. why cant i find some one who knows how to be funny and serious? not at the same time, it wouldnt work. i only know a small amount of people who can do that. two, maybe three. i found a book lying around, my moms, and got bored so i started to read it. Stephen King's Everyting is Eventual. some interesting short stories. i found the one about the scuicidal sales man to be interesting. and the one with the fletcher guy i think. and his intereagation. i need to start reading conversations with god again. hm, im gonna try to get ome sleep, so
OUTS PEOPLE
p.s. anyone know a possible remedy for insomnia like symptoms or insomnia its self?