tearing up right now
ok im like sitting here in mii living room on the verge of crieing. like i swear tht like tracy might b cheating. like when we chill its fine. but like she acts way differ on the tele or on da comp. nd like we never have those like cute little convo`s ne more. its like dude?wtf? so yeah im here sitting by myself. i want to cry but im letting myself cuz its stupid to cry over a girl. i love her like so much i would give up mii life for her and well im not even shur if its worht it ne more. so yeah. idk. but friday me nd her r gnna talk cuz i wanna find out wtf her and joe rnt friends cuz thts kinda sketchy like y they jus randomly stop being friends kinda sketchy and well bull shit. nd she hides shit form me oh yeah tht lets me trust her holy shit1 but yeah ne wya i like hate mii life mii gf is like amazing but im pretty shur it ain gonna last so yeah w.e. im never good with relationships. cuz they always turn into shit nd well im opretty shur this one is turnin tht way...and over mii head just came on and mii body just went numb..is tht bad? i guess so.wel yeah ne wyas i have work son and im pretty shur tht tracy is high right mow or like fooling around with antonio or mario. cuz well mario would do tht and well honestly i think she wuld b happier with someone else besides me and it hurts.and well im on the point of just carryin a razor around with me and jus like cuttin mii chest again cuz well tht felt sooo good when i did...i loved it!!but yeah w.e. and well tracy i know im gonna have you read this dont get mad im just like wicked icked depressed and pissed right now..i still love you dont worry<333