Just a rant.
I'm so bloody fucking tired of having less than $20 spending money every month. Its bullshit. How the hell do I get a $250 energy bill when I'm hardly home, besides that fact...how the hell is it $250? Thats unreal. Oh wait...I know why. Because my roomate cranks up the heat to 78! 78! Who does that? MOVE BACK TO HAWAII IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE FUCKING COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
More wonderful news...for the first time in my life I no longer have any kind of health insurance, dental or otherwise. I guess that means *Don't Get Sick*. And if I do...deal with it. My wisdom teeth are messing up all my other teeth, causing me to have to get braces soon if I don't deal with the fact. Somehow I have to afford that even though my energy, water, internet, and random house bills are as much as my fucking rent payment. I hate this shit.
And even better news...Found out my dog of 14 years has passed away. I got that dog when I first moved to Florida, best dog I've ever known. Though I know she had the most fulfilling life she could have. Always outside, always hunting, always tramping around the forest looking for adventure and hunt. She led a wonderful life and thats all I can hope for. She is loved and always will hold tremendous weight in my heart. Its strange...upon my last visit to Florida, I saw how old she was getting...saw how much slower she was, how little energy she had left in her. She's been ready. I spent a long time with her, sitting beside her, looking into her old wise eyes and playing with her semi floppy ears. At some point I knew. I knew it would be the last time I saw my dog. I accepted it as a fact of life. And shes gone to a better place.
May your soul get the much deserved rest it's waited for all these years Mirage.
Thats all there really is left to say about today.