Fic : A Cinderella Story ch.12/30

Oct 11, 2010 21:03

Title : A Cinderella story ch.12/30
Authors : milael93 and TeamFreeWillAngel
Characters : Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Danneel Harris and maybe more.
Pairings : Jensen/Jared, eventually Misha/Mark
Rating : PG-13 for the moment
Summary : When Jared went to LA in order to fulfill his dreams, he didn't imagine his life'll change.
Warning : None for the moment
Disclaimer : We own nothing and we only write for the fun.
A/N : Sorry for the mistakes


Chapter 12
Two weeks went by. Two weeks since Jared’s leaving and his break-up with Danneel. Two weeks since Jensen was depressed and didn’t have the heart to work anymore. How could he do that as his last moments with Jared had spent there ? Every time he saw his trailer or places one the set, he couldn’t prevent himself from remembering this day he had spent with Jared and Mark and the kiss Jared and him had had. Everybody at work wondered what was it the reason of his mood but only his best friend knew it.

Now he was sitting on the bed where Jared had slept and he squeezed the pillow against his chest. It wasn’t the first time he was like that. In fact, he did that since Jared had left. Since this night he came here every day and night and breathed Jared’s smell who was impregnated in the pillow. However, more the days went by, more the smell disappeared and soon he couldn’t smell it anymore. This thought gave him tears. He raised his eyes and noticed suddenly something beneath a closet. He frowned and stood to go to see what it was. He lowered and took the cloth. His eyes opened wide when he saw a shirt. But it wasn’t any shirt ! It was Jared’s shirt.

He let himself fall on the floor, back against the closet, and brought his kneels against his chest before burying his head in the cloth. He deeply breathed, inhaling the smell he would recognize anywhere. This time, he couldn’t prevent his tears from falling and his shoulders twitched because of his sobs.

Why had Jared left ? Why had he left him without asking him if all what Danneel had said was true ? Didn’t he love him ? Though he would have sweared the feelings he had for the young man were shared because Jared wouldn’t have kissed back when he had kissed him in his trailer if that wasn’t the case.

« Oh Jen, » a voice said suddenly. Jensen raised his head and saw Mark stood at the door and watched him sadly. The latter moved closer and sat besides his best friend. Jensen looked at the shirt he had in his hands.

« It’s Jared’s shirt. He forgot it, » he murmured upset. Mark sighed. He didn’t bear anymore to see his friend like that. He had never seen thus and he didn’t wish anymore to see him like that. Jensen was heartbroken and wasn’t fine, his work suffered. He must found a way to stop that, to make Jensen understanding it’s not lamenting for Jared’s leaving, crying every day in a pillow that Jared was going to come back and that everything was going to be alright again.

« Jen, you have to pull yourself together. It’s not by crying and wondering why’s that everything’ll be better and that Jared’ll come back. »

« I lost him, Mark, I lost him and I will never see him again. » Jensen suddenly raised his head and looked at his best friend. « I love him, Mark. Jared is the first person I love as much and I lost him. Forever. »

« So why are you still here ? »

« What ? »

« Why are you still here ? » Mark repeated. Jensen frowned.

« Sorry, Mark, but I don’t understand you. »

« You say you love him and you lost him but you stay here crying and lamenting without doing nothing. For me, you don’t love him so much. » Mark winced inside of him. He knew his words were going to hurt Jensen but he wanted to make his friend reacting. He couldn’t stay here without doing nothing anymore, he must helped him. And if for that, he must hurt Jensen, he would do that again and again until his friend reacts.

« Of course I love him ! » Jensen exclaimed, hurt by his best friend’s words. « I wouldn’t be like that if I didn’t love him. »

« Sorry but I have difficults to believe you. If you really loved him, you wouldn’t let him leave. » Jensen stood up and stared angrily to the man he thought being his best friend but who didn’t hesitate to hurt him with words.

« It already was too late when I wanted to stop him ! » Mark also stood and crossed his arms on his chest.

« I don’t talk about stopping him but letting him leave, idiot. You claim to love him but you don’t do anything. So don’t complain if you lost him because it’s by doing nothing you’ll lose him forever. »

« And you want I do what ? Tell me instead of beating around the bush. » Mark sighed exaspered and massed the bridge of his nose. His friend could be dumb sometimes. Though what he said was perfectly clear, no ?

« I want you move your ass and you go to San Antonio. It’s there Jared lives, no ? So you go there and you’ll talk with him, tell him you love him and you want to be with him. Is it enough clear for you now ? » Jensen blinker for some seconds then sighed.

« He won’t want to talk with me, not after he thought about me. » Mark cracked.

« You know what ? I’m fed up, I give up. Continue to cry and to lament as you seem so much to want to do nothing to change the situation. But don’t come to see me when you’ll realize it’s really too late to do something. » Jensen lowered his head. Mark turned and left, fists clenched. The younger stared to the shirt that still was in his hands and realized what his friend had said. The latter was right, it wasn’t too late yet, he still could regain Jared. All he had to do was go to see him and to talk with him hoping the young man believe him.

He then ran to catch Mark who was going to cross the front door.

« Mark, wait ! » Said Mark stopped and turned to see his friend coming. « You’re right, I still have a chance but I was too dumb to realize that myself. »

« You always needed me to make you realize what you don’t see, » Mark said with a small smile on his face. Jensen also smiled.

« Do you accept to come with me at San Antonio ? » Mark seemed offended by this question, as if Jensen already didn’t know the answer.

« Of course I’ll come with you ! You don’t believe I’ll let you have all the fun, do you ? Go call the airport to reserve two tickets whereas I call Eric. »

« Ok. » Jensen went to the living-room in order to call the airport. Mark got his phone out of his pocket and called Eric. The latter answered after several rings.

« Mark, you know what time is it ? »

The actor watched his watch and winced.

« I’m sorry for having woke you but it can’t wait. Jensen and me will leave for Texas the most fast that possible and I think we’ll stay there while several days. »

« What ? Why ? »

« Because Jensen must do something important. The future of the show even depends. »

« I hope you’re not kidding. »

« No, Eric, I’m not kidding. I know we have a lot of work but as you could notice, Jensen isn’t Jensen since some time and his work suffers. »

« Indeed, I noticed. So you think that going to Texas will allow him to get better ? »

Mark walked a little in order to see Jensen with the phone. He watched him for some seconds before answering.

« Yes, I even am sure. »

« Okay, so go there and stay as much time you need. The show is important but my actors are more. Oh and if you can, bring Jared with you, I really want him in the show. »

Mark laughed. « We’ll try. I have to leave you, Eric, but I’ll inform you about the last news. »

The two men hung up and Mark put back his phone in his pocket. Then he entered in the living-room and saw Jensen hanging up.

« So ? » Jensen turned.

« Our flight’ll leave at 9h a.m tomorrow. » Mark smiled.

« So we have ten hours to get ready. » Jensen nodded.

« Is Eric okay with our plan ? »

« Yes and he even told me to bring back Jared with us. »

« He really wants to have Jared in his show, » Jensen said smiling.

« Yes, it’s true. Now, go to get ready because we have a lot of things to take with us. »

« YOU have a lot of things to take. Sometimes, you’re worse than a girl, it’s incredible. »

« Hey ! » The older offended and hit Jensen at the head.

« Ouch, that’s hurt ! »

« You deserve it. »

They continued to bicker for a some moment then finally went to do their luggage. They had a flight to take in ten hours.

jensen/jared, fic:a cinderella story, real person fic, j2, jared padalecki, jensen ackles

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