I wakeo up, wnet in the kitchen to take m pills when i saw my haster sleeping and that reminded me that i haven´t gave her food yesterday. So, i grabed some food and when i was going to get her, i realised that she was cold and still. I got soooo worried, thogthed that she was dead, i check with my daddy and he slaped er, she strated to move and shake [probaly, feeling cold] so i grab my warm clothes and put her there, slaced the food and put into her mouth... about 1 hour later she was normal, but i got worried and now she will sleep @ my room.
Morte
Uma barata agonizante no chão
Mera cena vulgar
Sangue cego analgésico jaz de suas entranhas
Pairando em seu sonho mortuário
Quem vai ao fúnebre desterro da barata quando Ela chegar?
Death
A cockroach agonizes in the ground
Mere vulgar scene
Blind analgésico blood quiting of hers bowels
Hovering in her deadal dream
Who goes to the exile funeral of the cockroach when She arrive?
Suspiro
Estou já sem mais forças para lutar
Queria mexer minhas pernas mas o intento de andar não se consuma
Só, aqui estou
Mas sem tu, os passos não são mais dados
Os fios perderam a meada
E eu não encontrarei nem mesmo o viés do caminho
Meus olhos estão fechados para o mundo desde aquele dia
O cheiro do meu sangue seco no carpe só os junta mais
Por que tudo ficou tão vulgar? Por que o real ultrapejou meus sonhos?
O convencional varreu tudo que tinha aqui
Menos o odor ébrio do plasma...
Me sinto o placebo de minha própria existência.
Os anos vão passar, enrugando minha carne
Mas continuo a esperar-te
Aparta-me dos meus medos, tira o tormento de minha vida
Logo não poderei respirar
Afogada em lágrimas
Sigh
I am already without forces to fight
I wish I could stir my legs but the attempt of walk don´t reach them
Alone, here am I
But without you, the paces do not are more given
The laces lose the hank
And I will not find neither the contrary path
My eyes are closed for the world since that day
The smell of my dry blood in the carpet make them even closer
Why everything becomed so vulgar? Why the reality made my dreams dry?
The conventional sweeped everything that existed here
Except the junkie smell of the plasma..
I feel like I´m the placebo of my own existence.
The years go pass, furrowing my meat
But I continue to expect you
Separates me of the my fears, strip the torment of my life
Soon I will not be able to breath
Drowned in tears