Growing Up
It took a lot longer than I thought it would have, because I thought that I had grown up earlier.
But, now I realize that I have just now begun to grow up and that it's actually a life long process.
I feel different now than I did before.
I analyze things differently than I did before.
Words mean different things to me than they did before.
And that's all just a part of growing up.
It feels different that I thought it would.
But, now that I've started the process I've got a group of amazing people that I need to prove it to and I'm going to sure as hell try. Try as hard as I did when I was 12 and tried to hide how much my dad's death affected me because that's now much these people mean to me.
But, now I realize that I have just now begun to grow up and that it's actually a life long process.
I feel different now than I did before.
I analyze things differently than I did before.
Words mean different things to me than they did before.
And that's all just a part of growing up.
It feels different that I thought it would.
But, now that I've started the process I've got a group of amazing people that I need to prove it to and I'm going to sure as hell try. Try as hard as I did when I was 12 and tried to hide how much my dad's death affected me because that's now much these people mean to me.