This was Decembre 25 2005, couldnt post it hehe
Today has been a wonder actually, something to commemorate, I stood up to my mom, and told her I am not her, and there is nothing she can do, she cannot force me into being her, because in the end, she is not her mother, and I am not her, I have a right to be who I am, and honestly I don’t care, I have a right to be who I am, and choose my own path. I have been a vegetarian for some time now, and if it’s my decision to do this, its mine, and mine alone, and there is nothing she can do to make me her. I will always be free and no matter how much she is against me for choosing my own my path, for being different from her, I know I’m not doing anything wrong, and if being vegetarian is what I want. Then I have the fucking right to do so, because, after all, who’s life am I living, but my own, in the end, who will die with a clear mind of one who was accomplish what it wants, but me alone? I’m who I choose to be and no one can change me, because no mater how much you try to change a human being against its will, nothing is gonna happen. I became a vegetarian, because of humanitarian reasons, us humans love life so much, but we kill it everyday, and we never kill what we eat, we always have someone else do that for us. Since I became a vegetarian, I became so pure, so alive, I felt that I have killed less, and I cannot stand what others do to me, I cant believe my mom is making solve my problems by self, I know that’s normal, but really, I’m a TEENAGER!! A TEENAGER!! Honestly!! Everything would be much easier; if she would just take me to a nutritionist, but does she does this? No! All she says, too bad you want to become a mad vegetarian. Who says I am mad??? Crazy she calls me, because I choose my own path. Honestly my mom loves parties, well, so do I!!!! In the end we are not the different, she must learn though that I am NOT her, that I have decided what to be, and that it’s my decision and mine alone. Hard to imagine that at Christmas, so many fights can occur, seems to me, I better go to sleep. Bye! -Mila