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so i read other peoples journals everyday makes me wanna write in my ownbut i always get too lazy
(i dont use punctuation by the way or correct grammar ..not that i or anyone cares..)
anyway its been a year more or less since i last wrote in this damn thing
hmm
everythings pretty damn swell
and i like the word great a whole great deal
senior year is everything i expected it to be minus some things i wanted to happen plus other things i didnt want to happen
but thats life no one gives a fuck about it and by no one i mean me
im a narcissist but i liek being one
eventhough most people are these days and no its not conforming
i remember fish year wen a good friend told me that being like everyone else was lame
i took it to heart and for three years looked for something unique within myself
never found out so yea who cares
i still love her
and conforming isnt that bad
you feel loved by all the other people who are just like you
its like alcoholics anonymous without the booze
and not caring isnt somehting i care for
it just comes to me i cant help it
ive tried to care about stuff but i mean if itns not worth it i cant "/
but i try not really ill try harder next time (theres never a next time)
ah i love how my life has been like shaped by so many people and so many different voices
its so badass
id like to have multiple personalities
but nah thats too hard
id forget everything
but to everyone that makes life great thanks your great
(yes this includes caroline yi...i wanna survey everyone in mcallen and see how many ppl know her..well not really i want someone to do it so i can laugh at the results)
(i dont use punctuation by the way or correct grammar ..not that i or anyone cares..)
anyway its been a year more or less since i last wrote in this damn thing
hmm
everythings pretty damn swell
and i like the word great a whole great deal
senior year is everything i expected it to be minus some things i wanted to happen plus other things i didnt want to happen
but thats life no one gives a fuck about it and by no one i mean me
im a narcissist but i liek being one
eventhough most people are these days and no its not conforming
i remember fish year wen a good friend told me that being like everyone else was lame
i took it to heart and for three years looked for something unique within myself
never found out so yea who cares
i still love her
and conforming isnt that bad
you feel loved by all the other people who are just like you
its like alcoholics anonymous without the booze
and not caring isnt somehting i care for
it just comes to me i cant help it
ive tried to care about stuff but i mean if itns not worth it i cant "/
but i try not really ill try harder next time (theres never a next time)
ah i love how my life has been like shaped by so many people and so many different voices
its so badass
id like to have multiple personalities
but nah thats too hard
id forget everything
but to everyone that makes life great thanks your great
(yes this includes caroline yi...i wanna survey everyone in mcallen and see how many ppl know her..well not really i want someone to do it so i can laugh at the results)