insult to injury
so things havent been going their best lately. i havent been posting much if at all in the recent months so i do this mostly for myself. as a jounral entry in the classic sense of the word. i find myself at a new crossroads in life. many choices and things attempting to herd me in ways i dont like. also, who is to know the right path to take. my job situation is hazy at best. my boss knows im good at what i do but she has no work for me and has temporarily tucked me into a site at which 1/2 a person could do but there are now two people at. i may get let go of soon if she cant find me a site to work at. also being at this site has given me precious little time in which to study stock market and day trading with my dad, its falling to the back burner and i dont know if thats going to work out either. its very difficult and its something that if you plan to do it should be all inclusive. meaning i should be studying it for most of the day and working towards a serious goal. being deep in dept is not a fun thing and last week i got myself in even deeper. my truck finally died and i had to replace it. not having enough mone in savings to cover it i made a four grand cash advance on my credit card and am in the red big time because there is just no other way for me to get to work let alone get around. so i bit that bullet and did it and got myself a nicer truck of the same type with alot less miles on it. its used and i juts pray this one stays working for a while. finally the icing on the cake. its no huge secret ive been having relationship problems stemming from trust issues with my girlfriend, if you are close enough then you know more or less about the whole story. but since this is my journal im not gonna divulge unless specifically asked. well a few days ago while we are still trying to figure out how to make it work she gets some random ass psychological attack email from some "girl" on myspace. the two she got so far just dripped with a high school immaturity and im not totally sure if it was meant as an attack on me or even a female to begin with. the emails went suchly:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Dark
Date: Dec 12, 2008 9:11 AM
This is what I like about girls like you, showing your fake confidence. And you are wrong about Mikemike, he was and he is still attracted to me, in fact, he has tasted me so many times, he knows what I am made of. This is an enjoyable waste of my time. This is not a fake account, I use it to write to lame girls like you.
love,
Dark
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Monica
Date: Dec 12, 2008 12:48 AM
It's amusing that you think that any other girl could pierce the love that we have for each other. I know his heart belongs to me alone and am one hundred percent confident in that fact just as I know my heart belongs to him. As for being sexy and dirty you make me laugh even harder. He doesn't go for the nasty slut type of girl either and if you think he would be attracted to someone who would stoop to this sort of pettiness then you have another thing coming. Especially if you think that this is what you are made of. Lol. Sorry whoever you are. wasting time to make a fake account for an attack like this an enjoyable waste of your time.
love,
monica
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Dark
Date: Dec 11, 2008 2:17 PM
You make me laugh. Mikemike is mine! he was, he is, and he will always be. And he will be back to me soon, I just need to show him what I am made of, and he will remember how sexy and dirty I can be.
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well you start from the bottom up of course but you get the idea. i was chuckling to mysef when she called me in to read them but she took them a bit too seriously. what the hell? seriously? well whoever it was is getting what they wanted and more from this because monica is pretty pissed, thinks i may even have cheated on her, and i may lose this relationship because of it. yay life
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Dark
Date: Dec 12, 2008 9:11 AM
This is what I like about girls like you, showing your fake confidence. And you are wrong about Mikemike, he was and he is still attracted to me, in fact, he has tasted me so many times, he knows what I am made of. This is an enjoyable waste of my time. This is not a fake account, I use it to write to lame girls like you.
love,
Dark
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Monica
Date: Dec 12, 2008 12:48 AM
It's amusing that you think that any other girl could pierce the love that we have for each other. I know his heart belongs to me alone and am one hundred percent confident in that fact just as I know my heart belongs to him. As for being sexy and dirty you make me laugh even harder. He doesn't go for the nasty slut type of girl either and if you think he would be attracted to someone who would stoop to this sort of pettiness then you have another thing coming. Especially if you think that this is what you are made of. Lol. Sorry whoever you are. wasting time to make a fake account for an attack like this an enjoyable waste of your time.
love,
monica
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Dark
Date: Dec 11, 2008 2:17 PM
You make me laugh. Mikemike is mine! he was, he is, and he will always be. And he will be back to me soon, I just need to show him what I am made of, and he will remember how sexy and dirty I can be.
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well you start from the bottom up of course but you get the idea. i was chuckling to mysef when she called me in to read them but she took them a bit too seriously. what the hell? seriously? well whoever it was is getting what they wanted and more from this because monica is pretty pissed, thinks i may even have cheated on her, and i may lose this relationship because of it. yay life