Freaking out...
Kimmy's wedding is 6 weeks away and she just now picked a bridesmaid
dress. Its going to look horrible on me :o( I'm not cute and I
simply cannot pull off this dress. Looking at those vacation pictures
the other night made me realize how awful I look. I just cannot imagine
myself looking good in the dress. I really don't want to be an
embarrassment for Kimmy & Eric on their big day. God, this sucks.
Hopefully Kimmy will let me pick out a different dress so long as its
in the same color. I've already sent her a couple of idea. Callie said
she would go dress shopping with me. We'll probably go next weekend to
get some ideas. She really should have given us more than 6 weeks
notice regarding all of this. Why oh why cannot I not just say "No
thank you. I don't want to be in your wedding." *sigh* I'm seriously
fretting about this...
