Roommate issues...
I'm not sure if I'm tired of having a roommate or if I'm annoyed at having Julie as a roommate. At first she and I got along rather well. In fact, we'd go out drinking together many times and just chit chat. It was a lot of fun. But when we moved into our new apartment, it became more and more apparent that we just don't click. She keeps annoying me one way or another and I'm sure I do the same to her. I really don't understand her. I can't fathom being in a relationship with someone for over a year and not being "in love" or having those sort of feelings for someone. There are times when she's off from work and completely ignores him. I can't stand the way she treats him. Rumor has it they haven't had sex in over 4 months...And the worst part about all of this is that when I've talked to her about her relationship, she says she doesn't think she should have to tell her boyfriend how she feels and that its easier to avoid talking about the problems. Yet, its obvious she's not that happy with him as a boyfriend. I think they'd be better off as friends, but its not my place.
I know she's tired of her job and really wants to leave. I try talking to her about it but its just one of those things that I've grown tired and annoyed with hearing about. I'm not a good friend to her and I know. But in the same respect she hasn't been a very good friend to me. She's the type of person who comes in and just tells you all their problems and expects you to listen. Yet she will never ask how you are or whats going on in your life. She's very self centered. I just can't take it. I wish we could get along like we used to but I just don't see it happening. I feel like such a rotten person for having such mean thoughts about her :o( Its not like me. Usually I'm a very friendly person and can get along with just about anyone. Perhaps I should try harder or something. I don't know...
Ugh...Ugh ugh ugh!
I know she's tired of her job and really wants to leave. I try talking to her about it but its just one of those things that I've grown tired and annoyed with hearing about. I'm not a good friend to her and I know. But in the same respect she hasn't been a very good friend to me. She's the type of person who comes in and just tells you all their problems and expects you to listen. Yet she will never ask how you are or whats going on in your life. She's very self centered. I just can't take it. I wish we could get along like we used to but I just don't see it happening. I feel like such a rotten person for having such mean thoughts about her :o( Its not like me. Usually I'm a very friendly person and can get along with just about anyone. Perhaps I should try harder or something. I don't know...
Ugh...Ugh ugh ugh!