it seems time for another update
Hello one and all!
just a heads up: this is going to be a long entry...I think...cause I got a lot to say.
So, lets see...about 2 weeks and some change ago, my world as I knew it came to a crashing end. (note: add lots of fire and pain) anyway, I got some positive proof of something I already knew about but just refused to believe...I dunno, denial rocks. So it really just sucked. I was told that I was being moved to a temp position in the company (thats fine actually because it made the leaving SO much easier, more later on this one) my mom had a heart attack...this was the hardest for me... I'm happy to report that she's doing much better lately. And really thats all it takes... may not seem so bad. But it really was.
So from there things built up. Until this past friday... I got yelled at in the call center by lili for not watering her plants (I really did, she's just too lazy to look into it) anyway when I stood up for myself she started cursing at me and made this big scene...it was embarrassing and needless to say I quit effective immediately. So...good news is that I'm not so miserable at work anymore, but the bad news is that I now don't have a job at all. I'm looking for something part time and fun. I really enjoyed the chance to play grown up, and believe me, I learned a lot about being an adult. I also really enjoyed the money, but I really feel like I need to enjoy being young while I can. I have my entire life to be mature, responsible, and professional...so lets enjoy not being all that while I still have some sort of excuse.
I got a new tattoo that same day. OMG I LOVE IT! And no matter what anyone says: do not believe it!!! Tattoos on the back of your neck are AMAZING!! I fell asleep. Haha that brings up a funny tangent: Kris, my artist, he was telling me that his biggest fear would be to have someone die while he's in the middle of a tatt. Haha I agree. That would suck. But anyway, enough of the morbidity, The design is a tribal heart. (I know everyone's probably like how unoriginal, but you know what? it is! Cause its a design that I started, he helped me finesse it and I put on the final touches) So the way it works is everything is really just a bunch of lines. Nothing connects. It makes an arrow on top of the heart, the heart an arrow below it and from the tip of the bottom arrowhead there are water drops that feed into a diamond a little further down. (well the water and the diamond we saved for another session to see how I felt about what I got. Kris is a bit conservative I suppose) regardless, I'm SOOO happy about it! Cant' wait to get more! =P
Fenway is doing just fine. (OH WAIT! back track!) Josh and I have a wonderfully beautiful apartment together in westminster CO. Its 2 bedrooms, 2 bath, and 1000sq feet. High ceilings, fireplace, great hot tub! And since, I decided I wanted to do something nice for his birthday, so I got him an ADORABLE lab puppy/dog (he's 11 months, so he's full grown, but still young) Josh named him Fenway after the ball park. I think its a great name! And he's just been the best companion ever. He's a fast learner and so, so, so, sweet. Perfect addition to the family. (speaking of which...I'm going to make public a concern I have so that I'll jinx it, cause that usually happens, but I've got 4 days before I start freaking about being late... A baby would be such a wonderful thing, but I've got way too much on my plate and I really like to get other majors out of the way first.)
And here I am today. I don't know what to say really, its friday and it feels just like anyother day this past week. Only thing is Josh is back to work tonight..So its just fenway and I. Kinda lonely, but it gives me a chance to clean the apartment and get it ready to show it off when Josh's family gets here for the game. I CAN'T wait for that! Broncos vs patriots! (yeah good luck getting the house clean!)
I'm supposed to be meeting up with anna and jess tomorrow for the farmers market then some fun wine and trivia. should be a good time. Anyway, I'm gonna go, I'm feeling anxious...I did something I probably will regret having done tomorrow...but whatever. Fuck her. (I filled out a questionaire that erin had posted on her live journal and I filled it out honestly, don't worry, I held back and was civil! Anyway, I'm sure if she comes across it, that'll be just another reason for her to be in Josh's life...but you know what? FUCK HER. Nothing's changing here, everythings been set and signed and I got health insurance!!!! haha totally random but I did. Anyway, I'm a big girl, she doesn't scare me anymore, and let it be known, I will fight to the death for what is mine and I WILL win. Got that?)
Rock on!
just a heads up: this is going to be a long entry...I think...cause I got a lot to say.
So, lets see...about 2 weeks and some change ago, my world as I knew it came to a crashing end. (note: add lots of fire and pain) anyway, I got some positive proof of something I already knew about but just refused to believe...I dunno, denial rocks. So it really just sucked. I was told that I was being moved to a temp position in the company (thats fine actually because it made the leaving SO much easier, more later on this one) my mom had a heart attack...this was the hardest for me... I'm happy to report that she's doing much better lately. And really thats all it takes... may not seem so bad. But it really was.
So from there things built up. Until this past friday... I got yelled at in the call center by lili for not watering her plants (I really did, she's just too lazy to look into it) anyway when I stood up for myself she started cursing at me and made this big scene...it was embarrassing and needless to say I quit effective immediately. So...good news is that I'm not so miserable at work anymore, but the bad news is that I now don't have a job at all. I'm looking for something part time and fun. I really enjoyed the chance to play grown up, and believe me, I learned a lot about being an adult. I also really enjoyed the money, but I really feel like I need to enjoy being young while I can. I have my entire life to be mature, responsible, and professional...so lets enjoy not being all that while I still have some sort of excuse.
I got a new tattoo that same day. OMG I LOVE IT! And no matter what anyone says: do not believe it!!! Tattoos on the back of your neck are AMAZING!! I fell asleep. Haha that brings up a funny tangent: Kris, my artist, he was telling me that his biggest fear would be to have someone die while he's in the middle of a tatt. Haha I agree. That would suck. But anyway, enough of the morbidity, The design is a tribal heart. (I know everyone's probably like how unoriginal, but you know what? it is! Cause its a design that I started, he helped me finesse it and I put on the final touches) So the way it works is everything is really just a bunch of lines. Nothing connects. It makes an arrow on top of the heart, the heart an arrow below it and from the tip of the bottom arrowhead there are water drops that feed into a diamond a little further down. (well the water and the diamond we saved for another session to see how I felt about what I got. Kris is a bit conservative I suppose) regardless, I'm SOOO happy about it! Cant' wait to get more! =P
Fenway is doing just fine. (OH WAIT! back track!) Josh and I have a wonderfully beautiful apartment together in westminster CO. Its 2 bedrooms, 2 bath, and 1000sq feet. High ceilings, fireplace, great hot tub! And since, I decided I wanted to do something nice for his birthday, so I got him an ADORABLE lab puppy/dog (he's 11 months, so he's full grown, but still young) Josh named him Fenway after the ball park. I think its a great name! And he's just been the best companion ever. He's a fast learner and so, so, so, sweet. Perfect addition to the family. (speaking of which...I'm going to make public a concern I have so that I'll jinx it, cause that usually happens, but I've got 4 days before I start freaking about being late... A baby would be such a wonderful thing, but I've got way too much on my plate and I really like to get other majors out of the way first.)
And here I am today. I don't know what to say really, its friday and it feels just like anyother day this past week. Only thing is Josh is back to work tonight..So its just fenway and I. Kinda lonely, but it gives me a chance to clean the apartment and get it ready to show it off when Josh's family gets here for the game. I CAN'T wait for that! Broncos vs patriots! (yeah good luck getting the house clean!)
I'm supposed to be meeting up with anna and jess tomorrow for the farmers market then some fun wine and trivia. should be a good time. Anyway, I'm gonna go, I'm feeling anxious...I did something I probably will regret having done tomorrow...but whatever. Fuck her. (I filled out a questionaire that erin had posted on her live journal and I filled it out honestly, don't worry, I held back and was civil! Anyway, I'm sure if she comes across it, that'll be just another reason for her to be in Josh's life...but you know what? FUCK HER. Nothing's changing here, everythings been set and signed and I got health insurance!!!! haha totally random but I did. Anyway, I'm a big girl, she doesn't scare me anymore, and let it be known, I will fight to the death for what is mine and I WILL win. Got that?)
Rock on!