Apr 17, 2005 21:57
hmm where to start?
Ok so I'm hoping a certain group of people will be reliable and keep reading this, so they can see what I'm about to say. This is the only way I can get the message across, and it really is sincere.
What I said in my previous entry, I wish I could retract it. But unfortunately, what's said is said and actions have already taken place to hurt feelings and people... We just all got caught up in a painful situation and all of us fell victim to instagators... What I said about Stefa was uncalled for and incredibly immature. I was hurt and didn't know how else to vent. Doesn't change a damn thing. I am, however, angry b/c I don't check up on the live journal like some sick psycho, or the my space for that matter, but its thrown at me by random people. Like amanda's comment put on Stefa's myspace, one of my friends from home cut and pasted it and said what's this shit about... and that hurts, and I don't like that. I've tried many times to keep things calm. but with everything that everyone's saying, I can't help but feel like you're being catty. So I dunno... Bottom line is that I'm done being mean and childish and I really am sorry I hurt you... Just please... Don't worry yourselves about what I'm doing or who I'm with. B/c You know what? I'm With Josh. everything else is rumor and the people you see me with are my friends... the very FEW that I have in this god forsaken place, actually, and its just not fair to take that away from me...