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Feb 10, 2005 00:13

Ok so today we, My mum, brother, and myself, go to Lincon to take this test to deturman what classes we can take with the homeschool program, I basiclly know up though 11th grade reading and vocab. which, in its self is amazing, as up till very, very reciently I have struggled with both. However, I scored 7th grade in math! The test was so stupid! It was on the computer, and every time I answered a Geomitry, which I haven't even taken yet, but somehow know a larger amount the algebra, it would drop down to a 5th grade level, if not lower! How dumb is that?! Anyway, sounds like I'll still be able to double up on my grades, as long as my teacher is nice, and I can take this thing, it's kinda like electives. Basiclly, you take seven weeks of: Computer design (which is really like making letter, and designing post cards, how easy is that?), Colinary Cooking (I love that stuff!), Interior decorating, and last, but not least, Child Care, how easy it that?! And then if I take this, I can get this thing with my high school deploma saying that I have been trained in this field! So then I have something to fall back on if Translating or Teaching dosn't work out!

Ahem, MY BOOK CAME TODAY, MY BOOK CAME TODAY!!!! Ceres: Celestial Legend vol. 10: Monster!!! I've been waiting of ages for it to come out, and it has!! I already read it, it was so good! However, there was a place or two there I though I'd loose my eyebrows in my hairline, by hey, those things are all facts of life! Of course, that is one of the main reasons that I'm taking Karate!!!!! That and just the reason that I love to know that I have the power to kick someone's ASS!!! Wahoo! Go ass kicking!!!!

Tomarrow I go and get fitted for my contacts, is that how you spell it? I have no idea, and I'm to tired to care, seven hours just isn't enough!! I noticed that today, when I brushed out my hair, that it finally falls and covers my butt! Yeah! Ok well it almost does anyway!!

Also, my face is finally starting to clear up *knock on wood* and I'm so happy, this is the best my face has looked in the past four years!!! Mum says I can start going to a, um, what are those peaple called? I can't remember, uh... a skin doc.! Yeah, that's what I'll call 'em! Now all I have to do is convice mum to take me to get my eyebrows waxed again! I lost my tweasered of ages and they totally lost their shape! Wow, I'm really starting to sound like a girl. But that makes me wonder, I am a girl after all, is it truely that wrong for a girl my age to care a little about the way she looks? I mean alot of the girls I know started obsessing over this kind of stuff in, what? 6th grade, and are now trying to attract boys. I really don't understand why though, I mean, yea, in a way it does make sence. Humans, even in this day and age, listen to their instincts, and that is to leave their essence in this world, that is why we are attracted to the opposite sex. But as there are far more girls in this world than there are boys, they, in a way, get to chose the pick of the litter, and so women, detumened to "bag themselves a man" became critical of themselfs, always deturmened to become more beautiful than the others, in hopes of catching a males attention, now it has gotten to the point that women often starve themselfs to look thin, remove the hair from most of their bodies, cover their face in paint, and go through painful surgeries to make themselves more attractive. Though I don't aprove of most of these practices, I must adment that I to have been slowly pulled into this never ending cycle, I try to watch what I eat, but more in the sence to stay healthy, than to look attractive, I shave my legs, wax my eyebrow, and use creams on my face to try to fight off acny. But I have yet to fall into the trap of men, I must admit that they are starting to catch my eye, but they often don't give me a second glance, and that would probably be the the fact, or at least one of them anyway, is that I don't see a need to wear tight-fitting cloths that show a little to much skin. I mean, ya, I wear jeans, but ya just can't buy them the way ya used to, all baggy and comfertable, I wear bell bottems mostly, those damned stretchy ones, ya know the ones that "huge the curves of any girl" *gag* and with that, I normally wear a baggy sweatshirt/ sweater, or a shirt, most revealling would be a babydoll, very common (not counting the days were I feel like being REALLY different, and I end up wearing soem wierd thing). But I avoid make-up, though I admit that I am becoming more self conscious about my looks the older I get, so who knows, maybe I will join those other girls soon enough, hope not to soon though, I like me just the way I am, wow, that sounded cheesy, like swiss cheasy! Well, see ya,

- - -Yuki
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