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weekend #baddecisions 2: electric boogaloo
i've always known my relationship with my sexuality is unhealthy, but i'm starting to realize it's even worse than i thought. when every situation in which you've fooled around with someone (in the past academic year) is because you're falling-down drunk, that might indicate there's a problem. i'm also trying to actually analyze how my sexuality works, which is difficult and may not work. such analysis often requires experimentation, and when experimentation results in taking scalding showers and crying for three days straight because you feel disgusting, it doesn't seem like a feasible tack.
i've always known my relationship with my sexuality is unhealthy, but i'm starting to realize it's even worse than i thought. when every situation in which you've fooled around with someone (in the past academic year) is because you're falling-down drunk, that might indicate there's a problem. i'm also trying to actually analyze how my sexuality works, which is difficult and may not work. such analysis often requires experimentation, and when experimentation results in taking scalding showers and crying for three days straight because you feel disgusting, it doesn't seem like a feasible tack.