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The dreams that I've had have been pretty fucked up. Most recent to the oldest:
Dream 1. I dreamt that I was in a broke down generic version of Cedar Point. I have had this dream a few times throughout the year. This time a new ride was built. I wanted to get on by everyone kept telling me that I shouldn't because of the problems I have had with my back. My family from Chicago always seem to be there.
I talked to my ex Garrett on last Monday for 5 hours straight. 5 hours! It was good to catch up and talk about a lot of things. Two days later I had a dream about him.
Dream 2. This dream was crazy. We were in this house that had so many rooms that kept leading to a different room. I think everytime we tried to go back to the previous room it would change. He looked a bit different. His glasses were red rim and round. I want to say like Sally Jesse Raphael's. Another thing was red was a popular color. At least red was in every room. A chair, a table, apples..... I dunno.
I kinda figured that I have the inability to cry. Normally when I have a dream where I break up with someone or something horrible happens. I wake up crying or in tears.
Dream 3. I was screaming at someone. And they were yelling back. It was a very intense and heated conversation. I don't remember much except that in the end, I was the one walking away crying very hard.
I woke up and I wasn't crying at all. Which was amazing. After I had time to process the dream I wondered why I didn't cry. I then realized that it has been a while since I have actually cried. I am not even sure if I have teared up. Maybe I am a robot and have no emotions. LOL.
It is crazy to think that people graduate and have to leave. Like I have been major jealous of those leaving for internships, but it hasn't sunk in that two of my close friend are graduating this summer. Especially Jason. We hung out a lot over the summer and then having to say goodbye to him was a bit awkward. I said good bye and hugged him. I guess it just felt like I was going to see him the next day or something. I know he is gone and who knows how often I will talk to him.
This past Saturday my dad came up and we went to Home Depot. It was nice to have him here. I joked that I am sure that this was the last place he and I would spend time together. I purchased wood and he helped cut the wood in order for my apartment to have a beer pong table. It was interesting to explain what beer pong was and a beer bong. I tried to have him play but he wasn't having much of it. He did mention about getting together with my ex Garrett to discuss possible repairs for our back room. I was shocked that he mentioned that. I think it would be interesting that these two would work together. But somehow I see them getting along very well. Still random.
And that has what has been going on with me. Ill update in another three months or so.
"Oh yeah? Do you guys wanna get back together and touch pee-pees again?"
-my dad after I told him that I talked to Gar for 5 hrs.
Dream 1. I dreamt that I was in a broke down generic version of Cedar Point. I have had this dream a few times throughout the year. This time a new ride was built. I wanted to get on by everyone kept telling me that I shouldn't because of the problems I have had with my back. My family from Chicago always seem to be there.
I talked to my ex Garrett on last Monday for 5 hours straight. 5 hours! It was good to catch up and talk about a lot of things. Two days later I had a dream about him.
Dream 2. This dream was crazy. We were in this house that had so many rooms that kept leading to a different room. I think everytime we tried to go back to the previous room it would change. He looked a bit different. His glasses were red rim and round. I want to say like Sally Jesse Raphael's. Another thing was red was a popular color. At least red was in every room. A chair, a table, apples..... I dunno.
I kinda figured that I have the inability to cry. Normally when I have a dream where I break up with someone or something horrible happens. I wake up crying or in tears.
Dream 3. I was screaming at someone. And they were yelling back. It was a very intense and heated conversation. I don't remember much except that in the end, I was the one walking away crying very hard.
I woke up and I wasn't crying at all. Which was amazing. After I had time to process the dream I wondered why I didn't cry. I then realized that it has been a while since I have actually cried. I am not even sure if I have teared up. Maybe I am a robot and have no emotions. LOL.
It is crazy to think that people graduate and have to leave. Like I have been major jealous of those leaving for internships, but it hasn't sunk in that two of my close friend are graduating this summer. Especially Jason. We hung out a lot over the summer and then having to say goodbye to him was a bit awkward. I said good bye and hugged him. I guess it just felt like I was going to see him the next day or something. I know he is gone and who knows how often I will talk to him.
This past Saturday my dad came up and we went to Home Depot. It was nice to have him here. I joked that I am sure that this was the last place he and I would spend time together. I purchased wood and he helped cut the wood in order for my apartment to have a beer pong table. It was interesting to explain what beer pong was and a beer bong. I tried to have him play but he wasn't having much of it. He did mention about getting together with my ex Garrett to discuss possible repairs for our back room. I was shocked that he mentioned that. I think it would be interesting that these two would work together. But somehow I see them getting along very well. Still random.
And that has what has been going on with me. Ill update in another three months or so.
"Oh yeah? Do you guys wanna get back together and touch pee-pees again?"
-my dad after I told him that I talked to Gar for 5 hrs.