And it goes on... :)
Strange things are happening in my world.
It was Monday night that Adrienne came over to my place and spent the night. Mind you -- SPENT THE NIGHT. So although our relationship is growing, our friendship is still classified-- according to her --as "friends with benefits".
I'm not sure that's how it really is under the surface though. I really care about her... and I know she cares for me... but her being a lesbian and me being a man.. I don't know where this is going. But I figure... enjoy it while it lasts. Yet above all I don't want to hurt her. I really don't. Because she's an awesome girl.
Last night I met Adrienne for dinner and we saw "March of the Penguins". It really is a beautiful movie -- I admit I was holding back tears throughout some parts of it. This is one that you probably won't find at any normal multiplex theatre -- go find an arthouse or small cinema that plays Indy movies, and make sure you catch this one.
We went back to my place... but she didn't spend the night this time. I figure that's a good thing, since when she DID spend the night I was unable to get a wink of sleep. However when she didn't, I think I slept better than I have in weeks. Or maybe I didn't, but lying in bed at 11:00 am, it seemed like 8:30 or 9.
Adrienne is a great friend; I mean, don't get me wrong, I like having her as a sexual partner, but she is very supportive.
She has two sides -- if you just look at her you might think she's reserved and quiet, and she can be, but in the bedroom... she's like a totally different person! And that is just hot.
Without analyzing this too much, here are the possibilities:
1. she's strictly a lesbian; only wants me because she wants to feel loved. She is using me for sex and when another girl comes along, she will dump me, but will do so gently.
2. she's bi without really knowing it, maybe a little confused, but discovering her bi-ness through being with me.
But she's a great friend, nonetheless. We get along so well and I really consider her one of my best friends now; maybe even my best friend.
Peace!
It was Monday night that Adrienne came over to my place and spent the night. Mind you -- SPENT THE NIGHT. So although our relationship is growing, our friendship is still classified-- according to her --as "friends with benefits".
I'm not sure that's how it really is under the surface though. I really care about her... and I know she cares for me... but her being a lesbian and me being a man.. I don't know where this is going. But I figure... enjoy it while it lasts. Yet above all I don't want to hurt her. I really don't. Because she's an awesome girl.
Last night I met Adrienne for dinner and we saw "March of the Penguins". It really is a beautiful movie -- I admit I was holding back tears throughout some parts of it. This is one that you probably won't find at any normal multiplex theatre -- go find an arthouse or small cinema that plays Indy movies, and make sure you catch this one.
We went back to my place... but she didn't spend the night this time. I figure that's a good thing, since when she DID spend the night I was unable to get a wink of sleep. However when she didn't, I think I slept better than I have in weeks. Or maybe I didn't, but lying in bed at 11:00 am, it seemed like 8:30 or 9.
Adrienne is a great friend; I mean, don't get me wrong, I like having her as a sexual partner, but she is very supportive.
She has two sides -- if you just look at her you might think she's reserved and quiet, and she can be, but in the bedroom... she's like a totally different person! And that is just hot.
Without analyzing this too much, here are the possibilities:
1. she's strictly a lesbian; only wants me because she wants to feel loved. She is using me for sex and when another girl comes along, she will dump me, but will do so gently.
2. she's bi without really knowing it, maybe a little confused, but discovering her bi-ness through being with me.
But she's a great friend, nonetheless. We get along so well and I really consider her one of my best friends now; maybe even my best friend.
Peace!