Good week!
Friday night was pretty good; Adrienne and I went to see War of the Worlds. Please be warned though, the movie was a big disappointment. The ending alone sent it to the shitter.
Anyway, I'm kind of back on 1 mg/day and I'm doing pretty well. Yesterday I didn't do anything but today I am having a good day.
Mornings are still rough for me; relatively speaking, of course, because they're better than they were before. I get up really early, then I lay in bed until noon. Sometimes I'm able to get back to sleep; sometimes not.
Weird dream this morning:
Seinfeld and co. in a shopping mall; then a HUGE 50-foot strawberry is chasing Newman in a park.
A HUGER 80-foot watermelon starts rolling toward us.
So this is a nice departure from the disturbing horrible nightmares I've been having (which I will post on a later date).
Q: What to do when you go to bed @ 1 am, get up @ 6 am?
- Get up out of bed
- go back to sleep even though I can't most of the time
I leave the choice to myself. Probably going to just get up and go into work super early tomorrow.
I have an appt. with the pdoc at 4 so I should get in my hours early. Going to see what happens; NO MORE F-ING DRUGS. I want off this shit. It's not meant to be in my system, even if it means going through a withdrawal, but we'll see what happens.
Anyway, I'm kind of back on 1 mg/day and I'm doing pretty well. Yesterday I didn't do anything but today I am having a good day.
Mornings are still rough for me; relatively speaking, of course, because they're better than they were before. I get up really early, then I lay in bed until noon. Sometimes I'm able to get back to sleep; sometimes not.
Weird dream this morning:
Seinfeld and co. in a shopping mall; then a HUGE 50-foot strawberry is chasing Newman in a park.
A HUGER 80-foot watermelon starts rolling toward us.
So this is a nice departure from the disturbing horrible nightmares I've been having (which I will post on a later date).
Q: What to do when you go to bed @ 1 am, get up @ 6 am?
- Get up out of bed
- go back to sleep even though I can't most of the time
I leave the choice to myself. Probably going to just get up and go into work super early tomorrow.
I have an appt. with the pdoc at 4 so I should get in my hours early. Going to see what happens; NO MORE F-ING DRUGS. I want off this shit. It's not meant to be in my system, even if it means going through a withdrawal, but we'll see what happens.