The Never Ending Story
Does the frustration ever end, honestly? I go on 'vacation' and I still can't get a moment's peace. I guess that means it's all in my head, but that's not the point. I can't even do my school work right any more. And this time I really screwed up. I really did try to plan this out, but I guess I just can't plan anything. I e-mailed the AMTA almost 3 weeks ago to get a list of the music therapists in the Syracuse area.. Well, they sent me the wrong list. And it takes at least a week or even two to get a reply form them. SO, then I spent all day on Tuesday trying to call people and just find someone but they just can't be found! I know they exist, but no one wants to give me the information! So I found an actual agancy here in Rochester and called them...that was Tuesday. Never heard back form them. So I called them again this morning and actually talked to someone (What a concept!!) and they said they would call me back today to tell me wether or not I could come in... Well, it's now 7pm and I still haven't heard back from them. GRAR!!! So, there goes 15% of that grade.
Then there's the problem of my Dad... should be slightly easier to solve, but still almost as frustrating. I have to tell him this weekend all about changing schools and getting married in May... Yes, that's right, my own father doesn't know about any of this yet. And that's a small problem because he's the only one with access to my college fund which pays for my education.... And I have deposits that need to be paid at CSU.... The problem is he's hard enough to talk to as it is, but it's even harder to get a moment alone with him... Usually if he drives me back home we have plenty of time to talk... but since I came out with my sister, I don't get the luxury of that time. But no matter what I do, I had better hurry up... I go back to West Monroe tomorrow evening.
Then there's the problem of my Dad... should be slightly easier to solve, but still almost as frustrating. I have to tell him this weekend all about changing schools and getting married in May... Yes, that's right, my own father doesn't know about any of this yet. And that's a small problem because he's the only one with access to my college fund which pays for my education.... And I have deposits that need to be paid at CSU.... The problem is he's hard enough to talk to as it is, but it's even harder to get a moment alone with him... Usually if he drives me back home we have plenty of time to talk... but since I came out with my sister, I don't get the luxury of that time. But no matter what I do, I had better hurry up... I go back to West Monroe tomorrow evening.