I don't think I can handle this.
i thought the cultural trip thing would be really gay and stupid, but it was actually really fun. i got a watch that i always wanted and Becky got me a perfume at Victoria's Secret as my B-day present. And i think i discovered some thing about my self at the museum. i told some people and they told me that it was a good thing, and two of these people thinks that i screwed some thing up for my self last night, and i think so too. but i didn't know till they made me realize, and i feel really stupid. but if i didn't screw this up for my self, i wouldn't be able to handle it and probably kill my self, or some one else. so i'm glad that i screwed it up.