Why do I do this to myself?
Some people see me as a happy-go-lucky guy. Some people see me as a comfort becasue I am always smiling. Some people see me as a shoulder to cry on because I will always give anyone advice. Some people see me as a telephone because I always hear what they have to say. But what happens when I need a shoulder or a comfort. Who is there for me? Is there anyone there that will be there for me? Will there ever be someone? Not many people know the person that I truly am when I think. Not many people see the person that feels and cries. Not many people...care. Everyone sees the Danny without a care in the world. No one sees the Danny the hurts inside. This is me...
All I long for is LOVE. Happiness. A steady relationship. People think of me as a fling type of person. I'M NOT! Yes, I go out a lot, but that is simply becasue of the fact that I am alone. I have a problem with caring too much. I have a problem with being there for people all the time. I am constantly getting stepped on. I DON'T NEED SOMEONE TO BE HAPPY. I DON'T NEED SOMEONE TO LIVE MY LIFE. I CAN DO THAT ON MY OWN. But wouldn't it be nice to have someone there for you. Wouldn't it be nice to wake up in the morning to a smiling face or a cheerful phone call comming from the person that you care about. Walking aimlessly down a path with that ONE person's hand in yours is better then going to a party and drinking. Laying next to someone that you care about and not saying anything is better then having sex with someone that you don't care about. Looking into the eyes of someone that you love is like looking into a whole new world. You see much more then just color. You see feelings, emotions, intentions. Why can't other people feel the same way I do. Why is it that most girls just want to get drunk and be with the guy with the most money. What ever happened to true love. Now I am not saying that guys aren't like that, but some of them aren't. I wish someone out there felt the same way that I do. What ever happened to laying down on the grass or at the beach and have sex be the last thing on your mind. Whatever happened to "money isn't everything." What ever happened to love. Now love is a strong word that takes time, effort and commitment. Love is not just something that you throw around. Why can't someone see this. I think GOD every day for letting me alive and happy. Now all that I ask of HIM is that HE help me with this struggle. Let me keep my head up high so that I can finally find someone that cares like I do. Someone that isn't going to be with me for money. Yes, I do have a good job and I am a professional but helping my family comes first. Why can't there be someone that can see that and not be greedy or jealous. I just wish that one time. When someone says that they are going to call, they call. I wish that when someone says that they are going to love, they love. I am just a hopeless romantic with old-fashioned views on things. I'm sorry for being me.
Goodnight and Sweetdreams to everyone out there that took the time.
Thank you.
All I long for is LOVE. Happiness. A steady relationship. People think of me as a fling type of person. I'M NOT! Yes, I go out a lot, but that is simply becasue of the fact that I am alone. I have a problem with caring too much. I have a problem with being there for people all the time. I am constantly getting stepped on. I DON'T NEED SOMEONE TO BE HAPPY. I DON'T NEED SOMEONE TO LIVE MY LIFE. I CAN DO THAT ON MY OWN. But wouldn't it be nice to have someone there for you. Wouldn't it be nice to wake up in the morning to a smiling face or a cheerful phone call comming from the person that you care about. Walking aimlessly down a path with that ONE person's hand in yours is better then going to a party and drinking. Laying next to someone that you care about and not saying anything is better then having sex with someone that you don't care about. Looking into the eyes of someone that you love is like looking into a whole new world. You see much more then just color. You see feelings, emotions, intentions. Why can't other people feel the same way I do. Why is it that most girls just want to get drunk and be with the guy with the most money. What ever happened to true love. Now I am not saying that guys aren't like that, but some of them aren't. I wish someone out there felt the same way that I do. What ever happened to laying down on the grass or at the beach and have sex be the last thing on your mind. Whatever happened to "money isn't everything." What ever happened to love. Now love is a strong word that takes time, effort and commitment. Love is not just something that you throw around. Why can't someone see this. I think GOD every day for letting me alive and happy. Now all that I ask of HIM is that HE help me with this struggle. Let me keep my head up high so that I can finally find someone that cares like I do. Someone that isn't going to be with me for money. Yes, I do have a good job and I am a professional but helping my family comes first. Why can't there be someone that can see that and not be greedy or jealous. I just wish that one time. When someone says that they are going to call, they call. I wish that when someone says that they are going to love, they love. I am just a hopeless romantic with old-fashioned views on things. I'm sorry for being me.
Goodnight and Sweetdreams to everyone out there that took the time.
Thank you.