dont go swimming when it is twilight...WHAT IS THAT!?
When parents have had minimal sleep...the level of stress, tension and frustratment sky rockets and they put all these lamo limitation upon where i feel like storming off in bitterness and rebelling against their wishes...argh i hate it! i hate it how they have such an effect upon me. But i want and need to respect them regardless...it really isnt the end of the world!
It is foolishness the way i react and steam about their little propagandas...
Today was fun though! caught the train down with Saz and went shopping. (I really hate shopping...but secretly, i think i am beginning to like it. It is fun with friends!!)
I bought some jeans. $30!!! so im stoked...but im not sure if i like them...the ladies will know what im talkin about...the uncertainty sucks with clothing! and usually that is the case with pants for me!
Oh and here is something sensored to the males...
my boobs have really shrunk! a whole cup size down and i hate it! I mean it is a really good thing..and i have known for ages that they are smaller..but really...it feels ridiculous!! i just feel small in every top i wear...*sigh*
what a pathetic thing to write in my journal!
bar that.
So i had a fun day.
Yesterday was AWESOME! well yester arvo! It wa way spontanious and i wasnt going to do a thing..tried to do something with ez but it fell out cause i didnt have the car...and then mum came home..so i did have the car and by that time is was to late to go pick ez up and go to the beach etc...
but what did happen is Bryan came over and hung and then we went surfing. AND IT WAS THE BEST SURF I HAVE DONE YET! i mean it wasnt the best surf i had been in...but the action was great! a real accomplishment to get all the way out the back at newie...with it being kinda rough and all...and i was duck diving etc...not only that...i got on the wall of a wave!! it was awesome! and felt so so good!!! so im so super stoked! i nearly stood to...but i slipped onto my knees which was abit gay..but fun!! slow and steady surfin is...but im gettin there and havin a ball on the way!! woohoo.
Then went back to bryan's house and made the meanest, grossest toasted sandwhich..that bryan consumed without complaint! teehee (i like it how is experimental and not a fuss!) yea so that was fun. ok it wasnt terrible...but not something i want to eat again in the future...
and just hung and i went home.
lovely.
and now i am going to bed at 8:30pm..i am so keen to feel refreshed for the morrow.
sleep sweet and have a good one!
~miki
It is foolishness the way i react and steam about their little propagandas...
Today was fun though! caught the train down with Saz and went shopping. (I really hate shopping...but secretly, i think i am beginning to like it. It is fun with friends!!)
I bought some jeans. $30!!! so im stoked...but im not sure if i like them...the ladies will know what im talkin about...the uncertainty sucks with clothing! and usually that is the case with pants for me!
Oh and here is something sensored to the males...
my boobs have really shrunk! a whole cup size down and i hate it! I mean it is a really good thing..and i have known for ages that they are smaller..but really...it feels ridiculous!! i just feel small in every top i wear...*sigh*
what a pathetic thing to write in my journal!
bar that.
So i had a fun day.
Yesterday was AWESOME! well yester arvo! It wa way spontanious and i wasnt going to do a thing..tried to do something with ez but it fell out cause i didnt have the car...and then mum came home..so i did have the car and by that time is was to late to go pick ez up and go to the beach etc...
but what did happen is Bryan came over and hung and then we went surfing. AND IT WAS THE BEST SURF I HAVE DONE YET! i mean it wasnt the best surf i had been in...but the action was great! a real accomplishment to get all the way out the back at newie...with it being kinda rough and all...and i was duck diving etc...not only that...i got on the wall of a wave!! it was awesome! and felt so so good!!! so im so super stoked! i nearly stood to...but i slipped onto my knees which was abit gay..but fun!! slow and steady surfin is...but im gettin there and havin a ball on the way!! woohoo.
Then went back to bryan's house and made the meanest, grossest toasted sandwhich..that bryan consumed without complaint! teehee (i like it how is experimental and not a fuss!) yea so that was fun. ok it wasnt terrible...but not something i want to eat again in the future...
and just hung and i went home.
lovely.
and now i am going to bed at 8:30pm..i am so keen to feel refreshed for the morrow.
sleep sweet and have a good one!
~miki