[Fic] Paper Plane
Title: Paper Plane
Author: mikhaella23
Rating: PG-13
Pairing/s: Akame
Genre: ANGST! Romance…
Disclaimer: nope...don't own them... XC
Summary: Kazu’s POV of the prisoner
Warnings:Girl!KAME!. un-beta’ed
A/N: as said above, this is the Kazu’s POV of prisoner…now you’ll get your happy ending! If you want to read the Jin’s POV click HERE ( prisoner)…moving on, I know…I’m contributing on the angst era of akame…but I just had to write this! I promise, I’ll try to write pure fluff next time! This if for queen-chan a.k.a queen_kat_tun cause she left such a lovely comment on my last entry and she said she’ll miss my ‘blogs’! LOL!~I’m sorry If I failed…I’m just not feeling the angst…
Note: the italics are the words that are actually said…some parts are taken from the actual song…
Click here to listen to the song…
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I’m born with an incurable disease that caused me to be trapped within these four walls…
I may not be like the ones my father looks after at work…
But…
With this fate…
I think that we’re one and the same…
I couldn’t do anything with my own will…
I feel a lot of eyes on me…
Every step I make…
Every breath I take…
All of it…
It’s being watched…
I feel as though I’m suffocated…
I wanted to be free…
One day…
When my father went to work…
I escaped the hospital…
And there I saw him…
He was beautiful…
But I couldn’t see a smile on his face…
Oh…right…how can you smile at such place?
It would be nice to see one though…
I visited him everyday…
I feel like seeing him from a far…
Is my hope that I can survive every obstacle I’m facing…
I wanted to talk to him…
But I don’t know how…
Then on one fateful day…
He approached the barracks and sent me a paper plane…
He smiled…
I felt my heart flutter…
My stomach was full of butterflies…
It’s a strange feeling…
But somehow…
It felt really good…
Before…
The morning is one thing I fear…
I always think that when morning came…
I won’t be able to wake up anymore…
Now…
It’s something I look forward to…
I look forward to seeing him…
And staying by his side…
Every time I read your letters…
My heart will beat really fast…
And I feel my whole face warm…
Is this…
Is this what they call love?
If it is…
I don’t these feeling to fade…
Even so…
When my father found out about this…
He told me to stay away from you…
He told me that he’s afraid of you…
He told me that I shouldn’t these things anymore…
I don’t understand…
Why?
I know…
I couldn’t…
And I wouldn’t…
All I need is to stay by his side…
What’s so wrong about that?
His existence is meaningful enough for me to live…
Light enters from outside...
It shows a bright the future ahead of me…
It’s all false…
A big lie…
It’s painful…
I want to see you…
But…
I can’t feel anything…
My whole body became numb…
When I realize I can no longer walk…
I felt lost…
Once again…
I can’t see anything from here…
I know…
I’m not gonna last long…
He…
He worries me…
What will he do when this happens?
I’m desperate to go to you…
But I’m too far away…
And so…
I ran…
Though my knees are weak…
And I can no longer control the movements of my feet…
I still tried to go to you…
It’s so hard…
But there’s something harder than that…
Saying goodbye is much heavier than that…
Will I be able to do it?
When I had already put all of my happiness in his hands…
Had put all of my heart in his hands…
Had put all of my life in his hands…
But I know I had to…
I have no other choice…
And so…
I sent my last paper plane to the other side…
I sent my last smile…
I wanted to cry…
But I promised myself…
I will not show any more tears…
Not to him…
But he called me…
“Wait! Aren't you my partner? You’re not going to come back anymore?”
I stayed silent…
I wanted to turn around…
But I felt a single tear fall…
I can’t face him…
“I’ll be waiting for you... at where you should be...next to me...in that way you'll come back right?"
I can clearly hear desperation in his voice…
But I still walked away from him…
How cruel of me...
Morning came…
I felt my chest became heavy…
I couldn’t breathe…
Is this my punishment?
Everyone panicked…
I saw my father had a murderous look on his face…
Could it be?
What will he do to him?
Oh! Please father don’t!
You can’t blame…
Please don’t!
My tear continuously run down my cheeks while everyone is busy tending to me…
The last thing I saw before I closed my eyes…
Was him…
He was smiling at me…
The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen…
Ever since then…
My body no longer moves…
Death approaches rapidly…
Soon…I will be no more…
That fence that divided us…
I want him to continue on…
Always…at the other side…
How is he going to show me his smile now?
Aitai!
Aitai!
Aitai!
His paper plane…
I was holding it…
But…
Beep. Beep. Beep…
I can’t anymore…
There is no longer a light to illuminate that flower…
We can’t change destiny…
My light is already dimming…
Even though I’m weak…
I kept all of it…
I have to quickly go to that place…
The place where that paper plane is flying to…
If I die…
Please…
I want him to survive…
Beep. Beep. Beep…beep…
I opened my eyes…
I saw my father in tears…
I wanted to wipe them…
I wanted to reassure him that it’s okay…
I opened my eyes only to close it again…
I have many regrets…
But meeting him was not one of them…
I’m happy…
I died with a smile…
Since that day…
We’ve always been together…
I’ll never forget his smile…
I’ll never forget him…
The deep darkness engulfed us both…
The same darkness kept us away from our happiness…
But now…
It’s no longer there…
And so it that fence…
I finally reached the place where the paper plane flew off to…
“Till tomorrow…”
I heard him say…
But there’s still something I want to know…
“Wait! What’s your name?”
He smiled…
That smile that I’ve always treasured…
“Jin.”
He said simply…
“Jin…”
I repeated…
His smile grew…
“Say it again…”
“Jin…”
He looks so gentle…no trace of sadness…
“What’s yours?”
“Kazuya.”
“Kazuya… Kazu…”
“Kazu?”
“Yeah…I’ll call you that…”
I giggled…
I loved it…
“Till tomorrow…”
I said…
Because now…
I know…
We’ll surely see each other…
We finally found it…
Our peace…
Our heaven…
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Owari!
A/N: Again! With the ending! I’m sorry… I ran out of ideas…anyways…this is longer than I expected and it’s less angst-y…oh well…I’m not feeling the angst…so there’s your happy ending…hope you liked it! Cause I really didn’t have any ideas on how to write this…*peko smile*I know…I sucked at this one…I used my akame!chibi! icon as a bonus to all the suckiness that is my fic…