Jan 06, 2006 02:05
So I am going to do it... I WILL I WILL!
I have decided I am going to weigh 170lbs or less by the time I am 21. If I dont do it I will be uber depressed. I have to have the will power. How retarded is it that I cant stop eating, its kind of pathetic and depressing. SO thats only about 20 -25 lbs, in 8 months. mean come on thats like less than 4 lbs a month I would have to lose. I am going to do this 100% by myself. Everytime I depend on other ppl to help me, or lose weight with me they let me down super quick and I go down with them so this time there are no... NO EXCUSES!
If I can quit smoking I can do this... wish me luck.
P.S I have a fucked up tan line on my ass from the day I wore a shirt in the tanning bed cause my back was sunburnt =( It looks retarded, 1/2 white 1/2 tan.... crapola!