Aug 26, 2005 13:45
im falling apart slowly and it hurts really bad, i dont want to lose him once again. i know our relationship isnt just about love and its hard to see each other being soo far apart but i know it could work out i get my license soon, and what not. i havent sleep in like a day im upp all night crying. Im soo scared and hurting soo bad. i love him more then anything and i cant do it anymore its hard staying strong around anyone. i just let loose. i hope you change your mind or think about it some more. it will get better i know it will.
im getting my senior pictures done Sep 8 at like 2 soo i get to get out of school early : )
but thats it for now...
i love you and i dont want this too happen