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this has to be one big joke. my entire life. all this pain. everything is a reminder that i dont like being here. that im sticking it out for no point.
everything. my memories. my family. my body.
how much more do i have to lose? to hate?
i wish i told you what happened. but then again, maybe you would've blamed yourself. i'll only hope hes dead somewhere, and we've yet to know. that you outlived him. it'd be cruel if you didn't. its all cruel.
everything. my memories. my family. my body.
how much more do i have to lose? to hate?
i wish i told you what happened. but then again, maybe you would've blamed yourself. i'll only hope hes dead somewhere, and we've yet to know. that you outlived him. it'd be cruel if you didn't. its all cruel.