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ill die with only regrets. i was never pure of heart, i always want to go back, purge it.
it's sickening. i wonder how much of this i do deserve. i wonder who thought this sick thing would be funny.
i wonder if you think its funny. reading. looking at something so miserable. clinging on to something you cant possibly love just to keep me alive.
this has got to be some form of torture. if only i could lose you, then id have nothing left. the ol ball and chain. keeping me alive for what reason?
it's sickening. i wonder how much of this i do deserve. i wonder who thought this sick thing would be funny.
i wonder if you think its funny. reading. looking at something so miserable. clinging on to something you cant possibly love just to keep me alive.
this has got to be some form of torture. if only i could lose you, then id have nothing left. the ol ball and chain. keeping me alive for what reason?